Ruining Reputations

Ruining Reputations Chap. 3

When I walk into the club I already regret going.

In my life, I'm careful with everything I do, every step, every word, even every breath. Because I knew that was the only thing my parents weren't, careful.

I honestly wanna go home, I really don't wanna be here. I don't know if I can handle it.

I'm not ready to be out like this again, because all I thought about was what Jack said, "meet new people, go out on a date," but I wasn't, I wasn't ready for that. I honestly don't think I'm gonna be ever.

I've decided to give up on love. Cause when you think about it, it doesn't really exist. All those sappy love stories where the guy runs after the girl, that's just not the truth.

The truth is a girl will have 10 kids with the guy accidentally, then keep on leaving him, then finally the guy will have enough and stop running after her... that is the truth.

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Amanda's cousin got us a place to sit far away from all the people that can bust us and I made it very clear that I would go out for a dinner, no dancing with random guys, hooking up, illegally drinking. None of that, not now, not tonight.

"This guy keeps on smiling at me," Amanda says turning around, looking at him.

I rolled my eyes, not in a way anyone could see, just kinda to myself.

"Ohh, never mind," she said turning back around, disgust written on her face.

"What happened?," Sabrina said to Amanda.

"Yeah, he was cute," Lauren said.

"Yeah, seriously, what's wrong with him? You didn't even give him a chance." I snapped at Amanda. She made me think of my mom for a second. Not giving a guy the chance, giving up the second she found a slight imperfection she didn't like.

"Look sassy, Jesse LaScalla just walked in next to him. I'm sorry but I don't feel like getting raped tonight." she snapped back.

The table went silent. Even though we all glanced at Jesse, we didn't say a word about it. No one ever did.

Jesse LaScalla was this typical bad boy, had a motorcycle, wore no clothes lighter than black, and hooked up with way too many girls for comfort. That's what I've and everyone else has heard about him, every girl, including me (besides sluts of course) was afraid to go up to him, get to know the real him, though his reputation seemed pretty legit.

"God, look how he walks in here all casually! He probably comes here every weekend! He's probably hooked up with every single girl in this whole club!" Lauren complained.

I wasn't going to argue with that. Though Jesse LaScalla never really came up that much in my conversations. I don't really talk about him that much. To me he's just another name that my friends complain about.

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*JESSES POV*

"Who are you smiling at?" I asked my friend Toby, who was looking up, definitely trying to flirt with someone.

"That Amanda- something chick up there," he said nodding up.

"Blondie?," I asked him.

"Yup," he nodded.

"She's cute, you should go talk to her," I told him.

"Nah, she turned around and didn't look back a long time ago," he said.

"Now Toby, why would any girl turn away from the great Toby Vanclough?" I jokingly said to him.

"Because I'm your friend," he said jokingly back to me as he walked to our usual spot. Even though I knew that there was some truth to that.