My Winter Depression

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The cold upon us
It's dark outside

So quiet tonight
A breeze on its way
as sharp as a knife 
as cold as ice
Slashes my face
Harming and hurting
and freezing my flesh


And still I'm standing there
like a stone
Eaten alive
from the emptiness in me
Not alive yet breathing
No emotions only grieving


Time passes fast
Days are short, nights are long
I shiver under the sun
Rays as cold as ice
Light without warmth
Light with no hope

From breeze to wind
A storm is coming
Screaming and raging
Lashing through the world
Naked without rain
Alone with no snow


And still I'm standing there
like a stone
Eaten alive
from the emptiness in me
Not alive just breathing
No emotions only grieving
No colors just gray
Gray is the ground
Gray is the sky
In gray I will cry 
and gray it will sound

Feeling uneasy 
Always so sleepy
I want to fall asleep
And never wake up
My winter depression
It is my last session


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