Hurtful Words

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Disclaimer- I do not own any of these characters. This is simply fan fiction.
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Nalu
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The light beamed from my curtains and found my face. I uncomfortably shifted and opened my eyes, using my hand to block the light. Slowly I sat up avoiding my wounds. I let out a small sigh as I sat up. That was when I realized Natsu was watching me at my side. He looked like he hadn't slept, or even shower since our mission.

"I didn't notice you where here," I let out a small chuckle.

"What the hell Lucy-," he exclaimed. "I swear you don't listen for shit, now look at you, your hurt."

Baffled by his sudden outburst, I didn't know what to say, but sorry. I tried to say it but I couldn't. I end up just mouthing the word.

"You could have died-" he said in a way I never herd him talk before. "You're useless."

Hearing those words felt like I got punched in the gut. Having your air taken away from you. Having the pain slowly sink in. I looked at my hands and avoided his eyes. And began to fiddle with my hands. I know he's right. But I just want to find a way to prove him wrong. Maybe something I did before. But I couldn't. Because no matter how skilled I am I always end up being a burden.

"I'm sorry Lucy, I didn't mean it that way."

"No, your right," I said with a strained voice. Tears began to fall to my hands with out my conceit.

"Oh, don't cry Luce, that isn't true. I was just scared. I was going to lose you."

I continued to look at my hands. I couldn't look at him now. He looked so helpless. Like he was hurting. And its all because... it's because I'm weak.

"It is true," I said.

"No it's not," he said firmly. He then held my face in his hands. Using his thumbs to wipe away my tears. But new tears began to form to replace the old ones.

He looked like he was considering something. His eyes started to lower down to my lips. And I realized he wanted to kiss me.

"It's okay," I said. His eyes went back to my eyes. And slowly he brought my face to his. That was when the door slammed open.

"Lucy's awake," Erza screamed, not even acknowledging what she just walked into. She saw it, but she just thought it was another one of the duos unintentional awkward situations. She probably  thought I slipped and Natsu caught me... by the face.

Natsu pulled away from me cursing under his breath.

Everyone greeted me warmly, some scolded me. Some just bursted into tears. I felt warm in her heart. But as much as I love the people around me. My heart was almost 100% warm because a
certain pink hair'd man shares the same feeling as me. And not to mention he did tried to kiss me.

There was just one thing painfully lingering. I almost crushed Natsu's heart. If I died it would have broken him. I have to get stronger. I looked around, for all of them.

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I hope you enjoyed the first chapter. Stick around if you did. I plan to write this in extreme detail. So please do. I'll even throw in some lemon/smut. Just because I know you perverts like that. Wink wink.

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