When

"Please, stop yelling," the tears stream down my face while I speak. I didn't do it, it wasn't true they were only rumors.

"Why should I stop? You go behind my back and do this shit!" His eyes were glowing with anger. I can feel his gaze on me, it felt horrible.

"I... I didn't do anything behind your back," i whisper, I'm already giving up, i know he wont believe me and the truth.

"Tell me why you did this to me? After everything, you hurt me like this?" his words became soft, he sounded so hurt, it made my heart tear in half.

"I didn't do anything Harry. Why don't you believe me?" I cry out. It kills me inside that he doesn't even believe me.

I try to reach out for his hand but his hand goes back. His body towers over me and I feel so puny.

"Because i cant..." His voice trails off but I can only take in so much. I hate the damn paps , they always have to ruin things. Its such a horrible feeling losing somebodies trust, especially when they don't hear you out.

"Please just listen to what I have to say!" I don't understand how he doesn't see me breaking, I'm literally begging him to give me a chance.

"I cant... Please.. leave," I stare at him, I'm breathless, I cant breath, it feels like I'm drowning. The tears roll down my face and it feels like I'm crying waterfalls.

"Pl-please don't do this," my knees are buckling under me. I cant believe this. Our memories and moment flash before my eyes.

"Please... Go," His eyes begin to water but he looks away and walks into the bathroom. My knees buckle and I fall to my knees and begin to cry.

"Why?" I whisper to myself. I get up while I'm crying, and I grab my car keys and leave.

Flashback over

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I flip through the channels of my tv and find the celebrity gossip channel. Pain washed over me as i remember this type of crap is what led me to my single life.

'Today Harry Styles of One Direction was spotted with a unknown blonde beauty today,' my eyes look toward the tv screen. I gulp and try to keep in my tears.

'It looks like he has finally recovered from his recent break up with Valerie, because he seemed to have the brightest smile with this lovely blonde,' its true though, he looked quiet happy. While i stay at home and cry my heart away, he already has moved on. The women on the tv continued on and moved onto the next topic.

Wow, my day just happen to get worse, and its the weekend... of course. Of course tomorrow is Monday, and because its monday i have to work. I get up and go into my bathroom. I really have to get my shit together if Harry already moved on.

I begin to take my clothes off and I turn the water on in the shower. As i enter the warm water, the stress goes away slowly...

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