a/n: follow my tumblr it's: theskinnyred
That is where I post my scenarios, so far only 2, so yeah... anyways I like Korean hip hop, a lot more than kpop nowadays.
No matter how long, days, weeks, months, or years, there will always be something about him that you will never stop loving. But for some stupid reason you ended it, you ruined your happiness. You wish he didn't affect you this much, you wish he could just be another dumb mistake, but he's not. Whenever you see him, whenever you hear his voice, whenever you hear him laugh your heart still races, and it races so fast. Both of you being celebrities made it hard for you to stay away from him. The only thing you could be happy about is that you never saw him with another girl. You know that he didn't take the breakup well either. But what you don't know is how you would ever rekindle the relationship that you stupidly messed up.
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You were at a party promoting a new movie that you're a lead in, and of course he was here too. He somehow is involved with everything you do. This time he helped produce some of the songs on the soundtrack for the movie. It was like you two were held together like glue, it was fate, wherever you were he was there too. You were told by your manager to start mingling with people because the only thing you've done so far was introduce yourself to the party and say how happy you are to be apart of the film. Other than that for the past hour you've done nothing but stare at him. You missed him, you want to talk with him, you want to be next to him smiling and laughing along with other people. Your manager kept calling your name until you finally snapped out of it.
"Y/N you seriously have to start talking to people. Standing here and looking at him is not going to help. You look miserable and if people see that they will think you don't want to be here. That's not the publicity you need right now." He said annoyed.
You started to walk around and have small talk with people, but it got boring so you decided to walk to the buffet table. You saw that there was only one chocolate covered strawberry left and it was going to be yours. But you realized that you were not the only one reaching for it so you looked up, and it was your manager. He told you yet again to start talking to people and don't bother with the food. You were annoyed, you walked back into the crowd of people sulking over the strawberry when you felt someone tap your shoulder. If it was your manager again you were going to flip. Sure, it was a strawberry but there was nothing good happening for you except for that single piece of fruit. You turned around with your head down to see a small plate with the strawberry on it, you were so happy. You put your head up to see that it was him, it was a smiling Haesol, you went from super ecstatic to embarrassed in the matter of a second. You kindly took the plate out of his hand and bowed.
"Oh you didn't have to, but thank you very much." You told him taking a small bite out of the strawberry.
You tried walking away but he said, "I just gave you the last strawberry and you're going to leave. Y/N stop ignoring me I haven't talked to you in like forever. Let's catch up." You turned around finished the fruit and decided it'd be rude of you to walk away.
"Sure, let's catch up." You said hesitantly. It was hard for you to face him, people knew you were a couple before. They never expected you'd break up because as a couple you two seemed like the perfect pair. "How have you been lately?" You said, not making eye contact.
He saw how anxious you were, but he didn't know you weren't quite over him yet. He felt your stare from the beginning of the party, but didn't think of it as anything. All he hoped was that it wasn't obvious that he still liked you. "Y/N you can look at me, I'm not going to bite you." He said laughing. You awkwardly laughed, but before he could say anything else he was called up to the stage to sing. "Well I have to go but I'll talk to you after if that's ok." He said.
"Yeah that's fine. Good luck." You replied and took this as a calling from God to prepare yourself to talk to him after he gets off. You made your way to the front of the stage before everyone else would crowd in. You want Haesol to know that you still like him, but without really saying it. You got a text from your manager saying, come to the back people will start think you two are together again. You turned around to see your manager waving his hand for you to go back there, but all you did was shook your head and sat back down. He couldn't change your mind so he went to the front to sit next to you.
"Y/N by you sitting here rumors will be flying around that you two are a thing again." Your manager said aggravatedly.
"So what. If that happens maybe I will be able to be with him again." Letting out the truth felt good although your manager was well aware of your feelings for Haesol.
"Y/N please, we need to have your movie promoted before you go out dating now let's go ba-" Before your manager could finish his sentence Haesol came on the stage and it was too late to go to the back now. He sighed in defeat and you couldn't be any happier. Haesol started off his stage with a greeting, congratulating and thanking the producers and directors of the film for letting him be apart of it. After that he began singing, and it wasn't because you dated him, but you were a fan of him way before so you sung along to all the songs. Your manager wasn't so happy with you singing and jumping along to his songs because he noticed people taking videos of you. After 5 songs his stage was over, and it was time for the directors and producers to wrap up the party.
Haesol noticed that you enjoyed your time while he was singing which made him happy. He started to believe that maybe there could be a chance that you two could get back together. But then again that was a silly idea and you probably didn't even want to bother with him. He always gets his hopes up around you when you two were at the same parties. But every time he would try to talk to you, you were nowhere to be found. That was a constant pattern for him, seeing you at a party, trying to speak to you, but when he reached to where you should've been you're gone. Tonight, he was eager, he knew you were having fun and this time you couldn't hide from him. He noticed that your manager has left the seat near you and decided to take it. Haesol knew that rumors would start but it shouldn't be a big deal considering that you two dated before. The plus for him was that there was no new guy in your life, so he wouldn't be causing a controversy.
You noticed him take the seat next to you but you were to nervous to speak first.
"I think you know the lyrics to my songs better than I do." Haesol said laughing which made you giggle a bit.
"Well I make sure I do my job well not only as an actress but a fan." You replied slightly easing up. You knew it was almost time to go since the final speeches wouldn't take that long. You didn't want it to be over so quick but you blame yourself for waiting this long to talk to him.
Haesol noticed that you seemed a bit down, "Y/N are you okay?" He asked concerned.
"It's nothing." You replied quietly.
"I dated you for more than a year, I can tell when you're upset and you've looked upset most of this night. Seriously what's wrong? If it's me I can leave you alone." Haesol didn't want it to be him making you upset. He wants to be there for you, he doesn't want to be the reason of your pain.
"It's not just something we can discuss around a crowd of people. When this party is done dress down and meet me at the fish cake vendor near my apartment in an hour. There we can talk in privacy, okay?" You tried not to sound as excited as you felt. This is your chance to finally rekindle the relationship that you've dreadfully missed.
"See you in an hour then." Haesol tried to contain his smile and only think positively now. This was his chance to get back with the person that has never left his mind.
a/n again: just want to clarify, this is trash for a fact. i honestly wish to have a broader vocabulary, but whatever. i wrote this a while ago and i have an idea for part 2 but my writing process is slow, and when something comes to me I'll write it down, but for now try to accept the slow process.
