Hidden behind flowers

I want what's best for you

      Nathan's pov

      She came home early I guess she didn't talk to to many people. I don't want her to so this I want her to have fun. Not read from text books all year for me.

     "Hey sweetheart." I said as she walked in the room.

       "Hey" she said

       " I think we need to talk." I said.

       "About what" she said so sweetly I almost didn't want to suggest this.

            " I think we need to take a break." I said " you know from marriage. I don't want you to have to live your life like this."

             " Like what. You don't want me to live like what. I'm happy. I love being with you and our son. This is my life I chose it."

              " I'm not asking for a divorce I'm asking for you to go out and have the college experience. I still love you but you need to have fun. I had mine you haven't. I just want what's best for you." I screamed.

     Then the baby started crying. I walked up to the bedroom and gave him his bottle. He stopped so I walked back in the living room and she was gone their was a note on the table.

       I left because I need to get my head straight. I want to figure out what's going on here and how it's going to work out. At six o'clock today I want you to drop Jeramiah at your mom's and meet me at the cafe by six thirty.

                                                         Love you, Amy

      I know what she is thinking. She thinks I'm going to let her get a divorce or let her cheat so I can. That's not what I want. I want her to go and have fun.

                     Amy 's pov

     He wants me to go and cheat and I can't do that. If I do go through with this I couldn't live with myself. I love him to much.

      He shows up at my table and sits down. He looks stressed like a huge weight has been put in his shoulder. I just want him to explain why he is doing this. Why he wants me to do this I should say.

               "Forget it" he said " just forget I said it. I'm sorry "

                "You don't need to worry about me. I knew what I was doing when I married you Nathan. I knew the down sides buts the benefits were so much better. I didn't marry you because I was pressured or because we had a kid. I did it because I love you. So much more than you could understand."

             Nathan's pov

       I think I should tell her. I need to tell her about the bachelor party and that girl and everything. I'm going to tell her right now.

          I didn't even ease into I just said it I just plain out said it.

          " I cheated on you that night at the bachelor party. We went out and I got drunk but not drunk enough to not know what I was doing. I saw her she was over sitting in a couch and we went back to her place and I cheated on you. I was so upset what I had done I still haven't forgiven myself. I cried for so long wishing I could take it back. That's when I went home and cuddled next to you on the couch and suddenly I was better knowing I was with you. I'm so sorry." I said and meant it every word. "I love you" I said.

    She ran out of the cafe and I chased after her I caught her arm and grabbed her and held her so tight. We sat outside the door while she cried in my arms when she stopped crying she ran to her car. She drove off.

      I followed her back to our apartment and before I made it up their she locked me out.

                  Amy's pov

                 I ran home and locked him out. I heard him slide down the door a cry. I did the same thing but I opened the door afterward. But I shut it again before he could come in. My phone rang our wedding song. I got a text from Nathan.

Nathan: I'm sorry

Me: If u were sorry you would have told me sooner

Nathan: your right. I'll just leave then.

            I opened the door and let him in. We hugged each other and he was still crying. We sat their and then a couple hours later we went and picked up our son.

        I went back to the dorm and went to bed so I would be ready for school in the morning. I didn't sleep though I was to busy thinking about everything. So I pulled out my phone and texted Nathan.

Me: I love you. I'm sorry I over reacted.

Nathan: I'm sorry I shouldn't have done it. It's all my fault. I know you trusted me and I broke that. I love you and don't you ever forget that.

Nathan: Good night sweetheart.

                         Nathan's pov

        I was changing the babies diaper when she text me. After I was finished I wrote back. When we said goodnight I took the baby and went to bad. He slept next to me and I realized I wasn't doing anything to help this family.

         In the he morning I woke up and took my son to my mothers and went to my old friend Rusty's house. He works on cars. I know quite a bit about them. I asked for a job and he gave it to me . I work On week days and get played 12 dollars an hour.