Want You

Chapter 3

"Haha that's a funny one Karen!" Ruby said happily to her girlfriend. I smile along pretending that I'm ok emotionally.
I turn to them and said  'catch ya later' or something dorky like that and rush to the bathroom. Hopefully nobody there, it is after school anyways so who would be there.
I walk into the bathroom and see a small petite all to familiar goth staring into a mirror. He turned around and saw me. He had a black eye and many other bruises and cuts around his face. He looked so, so broken.
"What are you staring at conformist?" He said with as much wickedness as he could muster.
"You, who else is in this bathroom?" I asked with a pathetic smile on my face.
Stop lying to yourself
God I hate that stupid little voice. It always annoys me.
"Whatever" is all he replied and walked out the bathroom.
I then looked around the bathroom to make sure nobody's here.
I go into the nearest stall and lock it.
Sitting on the toilet I take out my blade. I got the blade from Kyle. He had it for only god-knows-what, but I knew he didn't do anything dangerous with it.
I then pull up my sleeve to revile my other scars from before.
I then place the blade down gently onto my skin and slide it across my skin. I pull away and smile at the forming red line down my skin.
I know this isn't healthy but I enjoy the pain. Reminds me of how I'm still alive, but not for long.
I open the stall and walked over to the  sink washing the blood away. I hear a gasp and I turn to see the little goth that saw me earlier. Oh shit.
I've never seen this side of him. He looks so worried, why? I thought he hated me.
"I-Ike?" He said. He reached for my arm but I pulled away, and bolted like lightning out the door.
I told you
Shut up.
You should have ended it right then and there
Shut up.
See what happened?
I said shut up.
Jump off the building
No.
Make me go away
Go away yourself.
Just end it
No, I can't.
Why?
Because I don't quite!
Pity, pity, let's see about that....