I think I'm in love with a fuck boy

Party time

Brock
I asked tori Monday to come to the party on Saturday. Because she is different from the other girls and I think I might like her a little.
I don't really know her but it's about time to get to know her. A party might have not been the best way to get to know her but I was a little scared to ask if she wanted to hang out.
She probably would have said no to hang out because who would want to hang out with a fuck boy.

BROCK

I heard someone yell my name. I went to go see who it was. It was just Jesse.
How did you get in. " by the door dude, are you ready for the party" he said.
Yeah I am bro. Let's get this shit all together. Jesse went and got all the  beer. While I finished getting dressed and got some snacks ready.
It was already 6 people should be here in an hour I was hopping tori will come. I wonder what she will be wearing. Damn I need to stop thinking about this girl.  Why am k even I have never had feelings for someone before.
Jesse come back with the beer. We set up beer pong and got the music started.

There was a knock on the door.  I opened it and people started to pile in and started drinking and having fun. I had a couple but not enough to be buzzed. It was already 7 and tori hasn't showed up. Jesse goes to the door and opens it and says hey tori good to see you, I didn't think you would come. Are you just going to stand there or come in. She wakes in and I see her in a black dress with tips on the side. Damn it looked good on her.

I walked up to her and said hi, you look pretty. Do you want a drink
" no thanks I don't drink."
Okay do you want to go for a walk
"Uhm sure"
We started walking to my back door and went out to the back. I had a big yard. We walked for awhile then sat in the grass just talking. It was nice having a conversation with her. I got to the Point that I had to tell her way I asked her to come.
I asked you Monday if you wanted to come to my party. And I was scared you would say no. I'm happy you said sure. Well I asked because I kind of like you. I know I'm a fuck boy but after you came to this school in grade 9 I changed I stopped sleeping with a lot of girls. And just kept my eyes on you. I want to get to know you better.

Tori
I'm going to melt he likes me. Even though he is a fuck boy I don't care. I could change that easily it wouldn't be hard. I'm different and I could make him a better person. I am so happy right now.

I didn't know what to say to him when he told me that. I wanted to tell him I liked him. But I was scared. All I said was awe I didn't know you liked me I thought you just go for a one night stand type of thing." Yeah well no after I stared liking you I stopped sleeping around. And I'm wondering if we could get to know each other Better"
Omfg he is so hot. I didn't even hear what he said I couldn't stop looking at him. I have to tell him that I like him. I don't want him thinking that I don't.
Brock... Uhm I like you too I have for a long time.
After I said that I blushed and he noticed he said awe that's good. Maybe we an go back in side.
He got me a drink and I drank it. It was weird that I did but I guess I was to lost in how hot he is.
I had a couple of drinks and of course I can't handle them because it's my first time.
He asked me to dance we danced for awhile then he grabbed my hand and pulled me to his room. I was to happy and drink to care.
We got to his room and I sat in the edge of his bed. He asked if I wanted to go out and I said yes. He came really close to me and asked have you been kissed before. I said no and he kissed me. And moved me to the middle of the bed and we kissed for awhile then he said you should get some sleep.
I was a little bit mad because he said that.
Brock you should come sleep with me. " I can't I have a party to get to." After he said that he was gone. I fell asleep really fast. His bed was soft. I woke up in the morning and looked around and realized I was in brocks bed.  I couldn't remember anything. My head hurt like hell.
The door opened and Brock walked in asked if I remembered anything from last night. I said no and then he said I do. I asked you out and you said yes.
W
WE ARE GOING OUT. YOU COULDN'T HAVE ASKED WHEN I WASN'T DRUNK SO I WOULD REMEMBER. I yelled. Even though my head hurt. " I'm sorry tori I'm stupid I should have asked when you weren't drunk. Will you go out with me?"

I didn't know only if you get in this bed right now. I need someone to cuddle with. Omg what am I saying I don't say this. What does this guy have on me. This isn't me.

He said I would but I have things do to. I'm not trying to make it sound like I'm kicking you out but you have to go. You can think about we your answer will be and tell me when you are ready.