December 30, Time- Unknown.
I found out more about the building. Turns out to be a apartment complex. How unfortunate that. People will be living at the place I die. I also found out that my mom went on a trip with her friends without saying anything, and she has no clue when she'll be back. Oh well.
Time- 11:43pm
Hmm. The lies I told to him. "I'll text and call you whenever I can" and "We'll never lose contact, I promise". Is it both of our faults for us never talking. Or is just mine because I made the promise that I couldn't keep. Either way it's left more broken than before. I just hope he's okay...with his new life...I wonder where he is.
Time- 1:37am
The beginning of this year I made a New Years Resolution. And it seemed simple. Just don't kill yourself. And try to contact Ryan. And I want to do what I set out to do this year. January 1st or 2ed of 2017 I plan to leave this hell hole people call Earth. But right now I'll text Ryan, for the first time...in two years.
Time-1:45am
....the text didn't go through....my call said the number is out of service....I guess I'll sleep knowing I'm too late to ever talk to him again.
YOU ARE READING
I Didn't Want This.
RandomI have no clue what this book will be, all I know as of right now is it'll be depressing and talk about sensitive topics.
