(written by Crystal)
I'm not perfect
I'm not beautiful
I'm not smart
I'm not pretty
I'm not ideal
I'm not good enough
I cut
I get depressed
I cry myself to sleep
I fake a smile every day
I hide all my secrets behind this smile
And all I need from you is too look through me and know that I'm not okay, to know that I need your help.
But when I see you, you believe my smile and you go with it.
Only if you knew what im going through.
~Crystal
