"What the hell was that?!" Taylor yells at me
"I-I don't know" I stuttered
"Well someone has to go talk to her cause I would like to know what the hell just happened" Jack G said making all of us to turn out attention to him
"Well why don't you do it?" I asked
"We she's your sister, and your the one that messed up" he retorted
"Fine" I said as I trudged up the stairs
Jessica's POV
I heard talking downstairs but I didn't bother to listen, I was to mad to even think. He can't just come in and think I won't be mad.
I was to consumed by my thoughts to realize someone was knocking on my door.
Jack, Kyle, and Sam left a little while ago through the window so I was alone, well until someone barged into my room actin like they owned the place.
"Jess," Cameron said before I cut him off
"What, Cameron?" I retorted loudly
"What's wrong with you?" He asked looking my up and down
"What's wrong with me? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME, WHATS WRONG WITH YOU? YOU DON'T JUST LEAVE YOUR LITTLE SISTER FOR LIKE A YEAR WITHOUT ANY CONACT AND THEN COME BACK ACTING AS IF YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. I have created a new life for myself and I won't let you come in here and ruin it. So, if you'll excuse me" I sigh "I'll be going"
"Where are you going?" Cameron said, barley above a whisper
"No where, forget it" I stated before going downstairs after grabbing my guitar case from my room and walking out do the house
(Time skip to when she gets to the park)
I sat there with my guitar in my hands thinking of a good song to play.
I think of a song that I've been working on playing and start to strum the cords then start to sing it.
(Song is amnesia by 5sos. Cover up there^)
I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fineAre you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not aroundIt hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so longIt's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?'Cause I'm not fine at all
That's when I heard someone else's voice start singing the lyrics.
[Shawn starts singing]
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say[both Shawn and Jessica sing]
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at allAs the song ended Shawn spoke, "You have a great voice"
I looked down and chuckled.
'That, coming from him meant a lot but I know he probably didn't mean it' I thought.
"Why would you say that?" Shawn questioned with a confused look on his face.
My eyes almost popped out of my head "I said that out loud?!" I said trying to keep my cool but failing horribly.
"Yea..... But why would you say that?"
"Well, because I'm not good at singing so I figured you were just pitying me" I stated
"What?! That's impossible, your so good. And that's coming from me" he said, wiggling his eyebrows while saying the last part making me laugh.
He walked over to me and put his hand under my chin making me look at him.
"You know your beautiful right" he tells me
"No really, your one of the most beautiful girls I've ever seen" he said
I just blushed and looked down.
I lifted my head up and what he did next shocked me.
He leaned in and kissed me, and I kissed back.....
Sorry I had to😂😂
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Cameron Dallas's rebel sister
FanfictionHi, my name is Jessica. I'm Cameron Dallas's little sister. He's been gone for a while now he never even said goodbye to me. I woke up one day and he was gone, my mom and dad blame me and honestly I think I'm starting to believe it. My mom and dad l...