Dear Anonymous Number 1,
I can't fucking stand to see you like this. You've been though hell and back, yet you still drag yourself down even more for something you crave and need. You're not my best friend, you are my sister. My family. The one who would take me under your wing and save me from myself. You've kept me alive, but I cant even keep you as happy as you used to be. I miss you. I didn't want you to leave but you had no choice. Although I might seemed love I don't feel it, but you still keep me out of the dark. And although you say I help you a lot, I feel as if I don't. I don't like you being this far to where I can't even hug you, or comfort you as you fell into a horrid dream. You're willing to give up what makes you special, your life and passion. You shouldn't. I want to see you but I don't want you in harm's way. I don't know if this pain hurts you as much as it hurts me but it does. It's not something that should have happened, but things can't always turn out to how we want them. I just know that with a little time and effort we can get what we want. I'm just sorry... I'm sorry I can't be the best friend I used to be to you.. I love you and I miss you. Friends till the end of time.
Yours truly,
Me
