My kinda love story

10.

Ronnies p.o.v
I turned to my beautiful girl friend and sighed.
I got up and changed and packed my bag.
I kissed her head and God dressed and walked out the door.
"Where ya going."
"Home I need  to get willow."
"Is Jess not awake."
I shook my head.
"Tell her I had to get willow and I'll be back later."
"Okay."
I walked out of the house to my car and drive out the neighborhood.
My phone started to vibrate and I looked at the ID
Babe
"Hello."
"Where are you?"
"Getting willow."
"You could have said bye".
"Sorry  crissy texted me out of no where saying i had to pick willow up but I'll be at her house in 30 minutes."
"Are you coming over?"
"Yeah"
She sighed,"okay."
"How are you."
"I'm fine.. Haven't been sick since yesterday."
"If anything happens if I'm not there please call me."
"I will."we were silent for a minute
"Hey I'm at crissys I'll call you when I'm there."
"Okay."
"I love you."
"I love you too sweetie."
She hung up and I got out of the car and up to the front door.
I rung the door bell and heard shuffling behind the door and Crissy was holding willow
"Hey Ronnie."
"Hey crissy."
"Daddy!!!"
"Baby!!!"
"So your with a new girl."
"Yeah."I nodded,"she's great."
She rolled her eyes,"well I'm glad your happy."
"I have another mom?"
"Not really but you're going to have a brother or sister."
Crissys eyes widened
"Wow Ronnie great freaking job."
I hung my head low
"Are you ready daddy?"
I looked up and smiled,"yes. Your going to meet me new girlfriend."
"Wow!!"
I grabbed her and crissy handed me her bag
"When you want her home?"
"Sunday at 7:00 pm I have a date at 5 so."
"Congrats."
"Bye mommy I love you."
"I love you too baby girl."
I buckled her  in her car seat and headed back to Jess's house.
I dialed Jess's and she didn't answer
'Probably in the shower.'I thought
I texted James that I was on my way.
Willow kept singing random songs  that made me just smile.
I pulled up to Jess's and unbuckled willow and picked her up and opened the door.
I walked up the stairs to Jess's room but the door was locked
"Hey James!"I hollered
"Yeah."
"What's Jess doing."
"I don't know she hasn't been out of her room."
"Willow go play with James and Cameron."
"Okay."
She ran down stairs and I kicked the door open
She wasn't in the room then turned to the bathroom and opened the door and my heart melted
"I'm so sorry Ronnie."Jess cried
I grabbed the blade and threw it out the bathroom window .
I got a washcloth and wet it and rubbed the blood on her arm
"why?"I asked not looking up at her cause I already had tears falling
"Your fans.."
"What'd they do."
"Said things... Mean mean things!"
"If they were fans they wouldn't do this to the thing I love."
She smiled
"Don't do this ever again!! You have a baby in you and you have to take good care of it and yourself to keep this baby healthy.."
"I'm nothing without you.. I need you by me!"
"Pack up."
"W-what."
"We're going home."
"Okay." She sighed
I held her hand and she looked at my tattoos
"You have scars too."
"Yeah."
(If no one remembers in a song,I forgot what song, but Ronnie talks about his scars)
She looked at me and kissed my head.
"Pack up and I'll get willow."
"Okay."