Depression has taken over
The constant feeling of sadness
The betrayal from friends and the nagging to start over
Life was meant to have its ups and downs
But it is a gift to live fully
I ask myself how one can live if not completely happy
The medication has made an impact on my life
Showing how much a little girl can change into a teenager making her own choices
Trying to shut off my feelings and medicating myself
Has only made things worse for my life
And not only had that but changed my family forever
The constant nagging of you need the change your life and what is it gonna take to help you
And the feeling of loss, had made my life a total wreck
And might had made me turn over to the darkness
Why is this happening I ask?
Is this my punishment?
My feelings have shut off and my parents think that I am lost
Lost is not the word to use when it comes to describing me
The feeling of total isolation is what is keeping me from engaging with others
Though as I think about the pain and the suffering I have been engaged with
The pain no longer is taking over me
With the help of my pills and
The depression has finally lost control over my life
(Author's Note)
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