The reason I dont trust now

The start💍🔐

Hi I'm Kimmy I know it doesn't seem like that would be my name but it is well ill tell you a lil about me well to start I'm 5'8 a nice brown skin tone and im nice and chubby but im only 15 but most people i meet think im 18 or older but im not. I do have a man his name is Mike which is short for Michael. I personally call him MJ cus his name is Michael James Jr. no lie i love this boy we have been together for about 3 years now and our bond is unbreakable.

My best friend is this girl name Sammy i love this girl omg we do everything together like she is amazing. I dont know how she could be so amazing. I have given this girl all my heart and love. Sammy hasn't been the best at giving her all to people she hates love and all that but for me she does her best to show me at least a little bit of love everyday. Sammy's mom had her and left her at the age of 5 on her grandmothers door step. I wont say i feel sorry for Sammy cause her mom didnt want her and was on alot of different drugs thats what Sammy's grand mother says.

Well thats enough about me now lets start this day I live with my mother two brothers and my older sister. My mom's name is Sky and my two brothers are Samuel and Nickli. My sisters name is Kammy. Kammy is 23, Samuel is 9, and Nickli is 12. 

Today feels like any other day I was woken up by Kammy yelling at Nickli for some reason i really didn't care why she was yelling. I got up and got my clothing ready and i got my phone and speaker. As I walked into the bathroom i really had to use the potty. Yess i still say potty get over yourselves. After i used to potty i spread my clothing out and turned my speaker on and it connected with my phone. I turned on proud family by Tory Lanez. After my 20 min shower i got out and dried off but on some lotion im not trying to be ashy. I put my clothing on and text MJ.

Me: MJ your still picking me up or do i have to walk cause its to damn clod to walk.

MJ💔😟💖: No baby im sorry im taking a test rn

He been doing this for the last week and i think i mite be pregnant with his baby i don't know how i feel about the whole baby thing I cant be a mom i'm only 15 i know it was wrong that his 18 but we got caught i'm the moment I remember it like it was yesterday.

Flashback To the day Kimmy had sex with MJ

Baby come on i'm gonna be late taking my test if you dont hurry up.

MJ: baby hold up i'm omw 

Kimmy: baby ok i'm right next to the water fountain 

This was the first time me and MJ were gonna be together after school by our selves and if he didn't hurry up i was gonna be late to take this stupid egg drop test for me and my best friend Sammy. It didn't take long for MJ to find me he was down the hall when he got there i hugged him and he kissed my cheek. MJ walked me to my class and on the way a lot of people asked him if I was his girlfriend and I was very surprised to know that he claimed me I never really had been claimed by a boy i really liked but this time it was different. I felt he really loved me so I was willing to give him what he wanted and was missing this wasn't my first time I only had had sex with one boy and that was Jay nobody really knew Jay. 

After the test......

Me and Mj were walking to my house as we were walking i hit him and walked away he started walking and i ran up behind him and told him to come on. When we got to my house nobody was home so I told him to come in and we went to my room. I went in the bathroom to get ready and he walked in on me and said i'm sorry i couldn't wait i missed you . I was in the shower He had hoped in with me and turned me around started kissing on my neck telling me he loved me telling me all these sweet things and i loved it he picked me up even though i'm taller then him and put me on his rock hard stick. I gasped out loud because he was so thick and about 7 inches. As we kept going he finished in me and he put me down and i waited for all of his kids to fall out of me the n washed up with him.

Flashback over

Today wasn't the best day for me i woke up and ran to the bathroom I had to puke. I ts been a month sence me and MJ had sex. All i know is My mom is gonna flip on me for this.

I hope i'm not pregnant.