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death and back

Its been about a month since I came home. Momma was really sick. Once I got there she explained everything to me. I stayed by her side till the every end. She died about month and a half after I got here. I went into a depressed state. I watched the group off of YouTube for a while till I felt to alone. I was scared to be alone any more. So I gathered my stuff and road the bus again to Seoul. I didn't want to tell them so it was going to be a surprise to them. I home they actually missed me so I did have to come back and bother them. I know I disappointed them when I left. So I hope I could make it up to them.  I made my way to the studio where they were they practiced dancing. I started to get a little scared. But I had to do it for them. I smiled and slowly walked in. The mirrors they were dancing in front of I stood behind and watched them dance to a new song. I smiled and it started to bring tears to my eyes. There was 4 new members and Sungoh and Daeil were not there. I didn't worry. Once I felt they deserved a break from practicing I knocked on the back of the window so someone can find me. I saw them stop and kisu walked out and turned the corner. I smiled at him and his eyes widened. "Mimi", he asked and I nodded. He came up to me and hugged me tightly. I did the same thing. "I came back", I whispered to him. His smile was so loud I heard it. Which made me smile. "I'm glad you came back", he whispered back. "Who was it", JJ yelled. "Do want to surprise them", kisu asked and I nodded. "Well you tell me", kisu said and I waled in behind him. Cory and JJ's eyes widened. "Mimi", they both said and came up to me and hugged me.