mabill : lost love [On Hold]

suicidal

Mabel's POV

I was in tears and I was shaking so much I could barely breathe.

"How did you manage to do that Mabel?"

"I.......I d...did ..........suicide and dad found out"

"Mabel you have a good life why did you do that"

"Because you weren't there to have my back to stop the Bullying''

''Mabel you can't always need me by your side''

And because I didn't stop shaking I blacked out .........

When I woke up I was in my old bed and my newest cut from my knife was bleeding and i ran to the bathroom and rapped it in toilet paper and pulled my sweater sleeve pass my wrist and walked down to the kitchen and see a note that said,

Dear Mabel, i went out with Great Uncle Ford to go find so weird animals to study i left you some soup in the fridge see you soon.

Sometimes I wish that he would just spend time with me, I start to cry and I don't want anyone to see so i run up stairs and slam the door and pour out my feelings.

''NO ONE LOVES ME, NO ONE KNOWS ME, NO ONE CARES, I JUST WANT TO DIE, I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE''

I go to my closet and grab my hidden knife i keep under my pile of sweaters and run to the bathroom I shut the door and cut my left arm and the blood starts to drip and i cry again because of the pain I start to feel light headed and then I pass out...............

so i use my tablet and i found my computer keyboard that goes with it yay so i might update more yay but mostly on weekends