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The only thing that is stopping me

from reaching my destiny

or what I think is my destiny
is life, Friends, family and religion.
Amongst them all I have built a connection which consists of love and trust and hope.

I cannot see them shed a tear for a lost one.
Therefore I shall not leave,
I shall wait for the right moment to disappear,
to rid myself from their lives.

Every Single second that is being counted, as I drown at the bottom less pit I am surrounded by the thoughts.
The thoughts of me questioning life. Do anyone really care about my well-being or is it just a front, at everyone will benefit from my living.

As the days go by I keep thinking that it is getting harder.
Some days I can get myself off the ground and rise in my victory battle and some days I struggle to even breathe and get my thoughts running again.

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