So we started to hang out with each other like everyday. He always make me laugh even when I was sad. I never had walked by the sea with someone,he was the first. He was my first kiss, my first touch. His face was the perfect even with those imperfections he had. But I never have loved someone outside look, I always loved the inside part, the heart and the soul, and of course the character of peoples. And love for him as it came,it becomes stronger. I wanted to feel every heartbeat of his heart, every breath, oh god he smelled so god. I love the moment when his arms are around me and he hug me as strong as he can, as strong as he takes my breath away. I will die for him. God you have given me the most precious thing you had, your lovely angel, I promise I will take care of him more than I do for my self. God blessed that boy and me too. God you give me the pain and the love to recover it, but please don't punish me again with big pains like that, but if wouldn't be that pain, that love wouldn't exist, so I'm grateful to you for everything...
