Why I'm Depressed

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Okay so, I mean people keep asking me so why not write down why. But ya' know here goes nothing.

Well it started when I meet a girl named 'Ari'. We both liked each other, but we didn't date. It was basically a romantic friendship, blah, blah. But I liked this other girl named 'Sol' too, but we didn't have a romantic friendship. But we did both like each other. Ari was really jealous and so was Sol. Well Sol made a group with the three of us and I felt really fucking uncomfortable but surprisingly they got along.

Like legit, no fighting at all. They became friends (no they didn't start dating each other) but Sol really hated her but Ari was her friend. Ari found out that Sol hated her and left the group. A few weeks later Sol asked when I was going to quote 'ask her out' and I know I did a bad move but I asked her out.

I told Ari and she was trying to act fine, but I know she was hurting. But anyway, I asked Ari what was wrong (I knew what was wrong). I made the worst mistake in my entire life. The day I asked out Sol was the day Ari was going to ask me out, which was July 4th. I had to choose a choice. 

I chose Ari, because me and Sol we're best friends and I didn't want to ruin that. Me and Ari dated for like a while and me and Sol we're still friends. Though we got into a fight and Sol didn't talk to me for a while.

Ari tried to comfort me but I denied her every time. (We broke up but we still had that 'romantic friendship' thingy) But anyway Ari stopped showing 'Love' towards me. I asked her why and she said she didn't like me anymore. I was broken for sure, but no that's not why I hurt so much. 

Sol texted me saying she was sorry and everything and I was happy. I asked why Ari didn't like me and she said because of (Quote, I'm serious she said this) "Because Of Your Friends" Like um, that's not my fault sweetie. I was pissed but I held it in.

Ari didn't respond to any of my text until I said "Thanks I Thought We We're Friends". She responded with "Yup, lol.". I responded back with "Why?!" and she said the thing that shattered me into pieces. 

                                        "Because my friends don't like you"

She blocked me and fucking everything. I cried for weeks and days. Nothing helped getting me better. I felt suicidal thoughts and did stupid things. It's been 6 Months until this happened, and I'm still not over her. I love her and I can't get my mind off of her. I mean she broke her own promise "Promise Me You'll Never Leave Me, Even If We Break Up". But that's why I'm so depressed, I know it's not a big problem, but I'm sensitive ya' know.




aGAIN IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME MY SKYPE IS ayyeitsgage

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