The Road To Humanity, (Editing)

Losing Humanity

*Disclaimer: Don't own anything except for Beth and other OC's to come. Watch the video above, it will explain the harness better than me as well as help you visualize.*

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After being harnessed I was placed with a group and a different skitter than red eye. I stayed with master and my siblings and after a while, I noticed something......I was still awake.

After awhile I notice that my master, (the head skitter of my group), was inside my head. Then after some more time I realized I could go inside my master's head as well. Along the way I even agreed with my masters methods, that those that were weak were useless, unworthy, disposable. I started to be more like the aliens, and less....human.

I could still see and hear, but I just couldn't feel anything. No matter how much I tried I couldn't. During a scavenging a boy no older then nine collapsed, and from what I could see it was from exhaustion. His master ordered the boy to rise but he just laid there. Then the skitter looked at one of the mech's, then pointed at the boy and before I knew it the boy was dead....And I felt nothing.

Memories flashed through my head, but one by one they started to fade. From me playing chess with my dad to Hal becoming a puke pit at 6 flags, even my mom singing me to sleep when I would be sick, or when being driven to the hospital during a really bad asthma attack. Everything started to twist and deform, making every single memory just a jumbled mess.

My memories, my feelings...I was drowning in them, drowning in the darkness till It was, till it was just pain. Till it was agony.

I couldn't hold on to them anymore. It hurt to much, I couldn't breath I, I couldn't hold on, I, I let go.

Then it didn't hurt anymore, it was actually really peaceful.

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8 Days later...

Hals pov....

While scouting, and hiding.

'Man I hate these fucking aliens.' First they take the planet, then my mom, and the last straw was taking my little sister from me.

Every night I wish, pray even to that ass-hat of a god who let this happen my family. Why, why take my dorky little sister from us?

I still remember when we knew she was missing. We we're fighting, again, like always, and the thing is that I don't even remember why we were fighting in the first place.

After our mom stepped in, Beth ran of to her friend Nick's house, but she never came back and when we went to look for her, Nick's house was destroyed.

Then a few days later, mom was killed trying to bring back good for us. What will we tell Beth if we, when we find her.

THUMP, THUMP, THUMP,THUMP

'Mechs!!!' Shit.