I haven't updated lately just because I didn't feel like it but I think I should as my depression is getting worse and the worse part is that my family don't take me seriously. Today was the worst day for a long time, all I wanted to do is cry but I kept strong around my family because if I cried they'd ask questions and invade my privacy. The reason why I've felt like absolute shit lately is because of my dad, he really scares me and all I had today was him shouting at me and giving me shit about what I watch. So I have promised myself that I won't talk to him and when I finally move out hopefully in two years time I'll never have to talk to him again. My parents also don't believe I'm trans and I also get constant dysphoria from how long my hair is and that my dad is also trans/homophobic. This has also been the hardest thing to write in this whole diary, so I have no idea how to feel about it as I just feel really numb right now.
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My transgender dairy
RandomI'm writing this for my own therapy and for people to understand what I go through. This is also a sorta coming out thing to some of my friends. I will be real with myself and others in this book. I might forget to write every day because if you k...
