Last Summer... Part 1

There I was again daydreaming into thin air pictureing that perfect fantasy of my life. I mean my life isn't perfect but its like everytime I fantasise about it everything seems wonderful and just perfect! but we all know that nothing is perfect and our life is the way it is and we cant change that! It's summer vacation and like everyone else i dont have a boyfriend, im not popular and i dont go to the hamptons every summer, instead im just a normal teenager who loves to stay in her room reading vampire books and listen to pop music.

But this Summer vacation my parents, me, and my 2 older brothers had moved  to California.  of course I was really excited because California is so beautiful and always hot not to mention the hot  californinan guys. it was nice that we were going to get away from Pennsylvania where it was just boring with nothing to do and bad memories! It was going to be a fresh start, new beginnings and a chance for me to start my life again. but the memories of what happened in Pennsylvania was always going to stay with me I can never forget what happened.... here's how everything started and the moment I felt my whole life was about to change.......

I was a normal teenager going to high school and crushing on that popular hot boy that all the girls liked. but one day as I was in Art class he sat next to me and smiled. my heart started beating really fast, I had butterflies in my stomach. his deep blue eyes stared into mine and his rosy pink lips smiled at me; it felt like love at first sight! i was in love with Josh Maguire OMG! I knew from this day on that my life was going to be good and everything was going to be perfect!

As me and Josh laughed together at our lack of art skills I felt a connection between the two of us, it was almost like we were meant to be together.... It was lunchtime and as me and my friends were talking Josh was on my mind I couldn't even eat because that was how much I loved him! as the bell rang for class as i was walking Josh glanced at me in the hallway with a big cute smile and asked me if we could hang I didn't know what to say my heart felt like it was going to pop i kept stuttering but eventually I got the words out and managed to say 'YES'. as I was sitting in English Mrs Fields voice just drowend cos josh was constantly on mind he was all I could think about and then it crossed my mind that  Josh maybe likes me back...! 

"why are smiling?" asked mom mysterialy, "well there's this boy who I think likes me", mom of course was an expert on boys because apprently she was the "popular girl" back in her days at high school but I don't believe that! I went upstairs and laid on my comfy bed thinking about Josh and making up crazy scenarios in my head thinking what a perfect couple we could be and from that night on I couldn't even because thats how much I had fallen in love with him until later that night I received a mysterious text message from someone saying... "Josh isn't who you think he is"......