I'm happier to see you than I should be.
The best thing I ever did was run from you.
I don't want to go back to that version of me.
You never let her go, you need her don't you,
the girl so disconnected from reality?
You taken it back, you've taken back control, you crave it to!
The thoughts were racing, I'd never let you win intentionally.
I didn't know what else to do; you were all I knew.
You've re-ignited that passion, now you are all I see.
Now your commands and tasks are all I do.
You're back moulding me, telling me who to be, forcing me to agree.
I believed this 'phase' of my life was over; I thought we were through.
I've conquered you once, I'll do it again, one day I will be free
But for now I'm not running from you.
Because I'm happier to see you than everyone would like me to be.
