Too tame

Introduction

I try my best, I wash my face, exfoliate and even tweeze my brows (well in between them at least). But still, I'm that one, you know the one. The one that isn't ugly or anything but isn't pretty either. The last one to get looked at.

First they look at the hot ones. My friend Jenna, is definitely one of these, though she'd deny it if anyone asked. Bubbly, busty brunette with big doe eyes and long slim legs.

Then they look to the other end of the spectrum, but who am I to judge what that is.

I'm just average. The last one that they look at.

But whatever, it's new years and you know how it goes. 'New year, new me.' Maybe this year I can be like Jenna. I'm not necessarily going to get bustier or taller because ,if i'm being honest, I haven't grown at all in the last 4 years. Except maybe around my waistline on and off. But, baby steps, maybe i'll go to the gym next week?

Why are there so many super skinny girls at my school. I'm just average, I'm not overweight by any means but being around these people makes it feel that way.

I guess it will help me focus on my new years resolutions though.

The list is as follows:

1. Lose weight/ get in shape

2. Get back into cooking (healthy meals ofc)

3. Stay on top of school work

4. Do more charity work!

5. First kiss?!?!?!

I know what you're thinking. What?! She's 17 years old and has never kissed anyone? Like, has she ever even been to a party? 

The answers, yes I have been to a party, I have been drunk, and yet, still I have not kissed anyone. Is there something wrong with me? Everyone's always so surprised.

Hopefully this year I can change that! But then, this has been my new years resolution since I was about 12. 

Well, I guess we'll have to wait and see.