life lived for other's "BETTER"

Chapter -3

Life and it's happenings are not controlled by us... there's someone who knows what is better and for whom.....so it's better not to stress on every single thing going around us...and let The one in charge do the right thing....!!
~unknown...

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Aqrab's pov:

  I have always been told that whenever you are in problem or find things difficult or your not able to make any decision, whatever the situation might be u always need to turn to Allah for solution to your problems....

Though it's not a problem....iam just confused.... regarding all the recent happenings....i know if I go confess my feelings, my thoughts to my mom there won't be any problem n they would happily proceed with that....but the thing is...I myself am having second thoughts about my own decision...what if iam wrong..... what if i hurt my Mom though it wouldn't be intentional......what if this decision of mine causes problems in others life....what if my father disapproves it....

My thoughts of what ifs came to an halt when I heard the azan for zuhar salah..... clearing my mind I went to masjid for that only place held the peace of mind which I needed the most at the moment.....

Pouring your heart in front of ur Lord is something unexplainable.....the peace we get through it., is amazing....we get to make decisions clearly....or u could say our heart n mind gets into the right path removing shaitaan from the way....it helps us avoiding wrong step.....and finally gives us the satisfaction that no matter what happens later on.....it will happen according to Allah....and Allah can never fail us....

When I was on the way back home...I came to a conclusion that I will let things be the way it is for now......n let things go with the flow.....with that I bussied myself with the pending paper work which was waiting for me in my study....

Fahmeena's pov:
   
     Life is a book......each n every page is different than the other..... every day., it has something new in store for us...... sometimes it's surprising..,it's overwhelming..., shocked..,hurt..,n so many emotions comes out as a reaction....

Currently it's the same.....I didn't knew aqrab's wedding decisions will be this tough.... firstly he wasn't ready for the marriage thing...coz he was busy with the family business n fixing it's problems....n now when everything is settled....he still isnt agreeing.....

Worried would be an understatement.....i really wanna know the reason but how.... knowing him he won't directly come to me n talk about it.....either i myself should confront him or ask anyone else to do the favor.....
I can't be asking him so I'll have to go with the latter option....still in thoughts I didn't notice javeda all ready to leave entering my room...

"Leaving already...I thought u were going to stay till evening...??"

She is my youngest n the most favorite daughter.... favorite I don't know why...maybe coz she's exactly how I was...she reminds me of how I use to be....she is so much like me that I can't explain...n unfortunately she stays at a faraway place...so neither of us can visit frequently......I so miss her....but nothing can be done.....i so want to stop her right now...but the situation isn't in our favor....

" Yeah Ammijan..,iam leaving... actually Mirza has some important work....so we can't stay till eve...he has to be there for the meeting..."

"Ohh..acha... In Sha Allah I hope we'll meet soon dear....,do not worry about anything...take care of urself..."

"Yes amijan In Sha Allah u too take care of urself.....also...I forgot to tell u something... actually I was thinking...if we could try talking to aqrab Bhai so that we can know what he actually wants...n y he's refusing to all the proposals....."

"I was thinking about it too....but u r already leaving.....so let's see what happens.... we'll decide what to do....when u come back next time..."

"Ok amijan as u say...plz take care of urself.... Allah Hafiz.."

"Allah Hafiz"

After bidding farewell to javeda...I thought of relaxing for a bit...since now I was alone at home....i had nothing to do too...so I bussied myself from reading a novel....

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