I laid in my bed as sobs rocked my body. I tried my hardest to be quiet, as to not wake anyone up. It was always like this, for every night I cried myself to sleep. Today, though, something was different. I couldn't figure out what it was, but what I did know is that my sobs and tears were yet to cease.
I kept crying for ages, my body feeling exhausted but my tears never stopping. Besides the never-ending tears, my thoughts didn't seem to shut up. My thoughts were probably the reason why I couldn't stop crying. I have had thoughts like those before, but never had they been so strong and persistent. After about an hour, I fell asleep, my body too tired to do anything besides that.
When I woke up, the thoughts still fresh in my mind, I put on a brave face and plasterted smile. I decided that I would try to forget about all those thoughts. Yet, every following night went the same way and every morning I did the same thing. This routine went on for over 6 months. After those long and excrutiating months, I decided to finally put an end to it. Never knowing that a single choice like that would change my whole eternity...
