One of the guys

Lizzy's cuts.

The next morning-

Jc wakes up to Cindy next to him stripped down naked covered by the white bed sheets. Her pale skin shining by the light thats gleaming through the window.

Jc jumps out of bed and puts on his robe. He walks downstairs and walked into the kitchen. His mom's at work, and his brother and sister are at school.

"Just me and Cindy" Jc sighed.

Lizzy's POV-

"I havent really called Cindy in about 3 days, I should visit to see Taylor, I didnt get to see him" I thought.

I got in my car and started the engine.

when I arrived at Cindy's 'house,

I got out the car and walked up to the door.

Kian answered it.

"Hey Kian" I said

"Hey Lizzy" He replied

"Is Cindy home?" I asked

"oh"

"Oh what?" I asked

"Cindy didnt tell you?" Kian said

"Tell me what?" I asked

"Her and Connor Divorced"

Those 4 words shocked me.

How? Why? When? I thought.

"But why?" I asked

"Well, Right after Taylor was born, somehow somewere, Someone kissed Cindy, that was really close to Connor, and it supposably was a 'passionate'  kiss." Kian replied.

"who!" I yelled

"Jc" Replied Kian

I stopped for a moment, and I stood back. Jc? the one that I was supposed to be dating? the one that was the reason Me and Cindy fought and almost ruined our friendship for?

Ever since that day Cindy was rushed to the hospital, I could not stand Jc. I didn't know why, I just had this unwanted tention towards him. I told him I never wanted to hear of him again.

And now he's dating my bestfriend?

Words cant even express how furious I am at Cindy. She knew I hated him, how could she do that me?

I ran to my car, and touched the handle, the hot metal rubbed against the palm of my hands. "OUCH!" I yelled. I sat down in my car, and dialed Cindy's Number.

"Hello?" Cindy said.

"Cindy its Lizzy" I said

"Hey Lizzy!" She replied

"No listen here, I told you many times before that I couldnt stand Jc, that he was someone who I wanted to die, he was a person who almost ruined our 7 year friendship, and your dating him? How could you? Was it on purpose, you purposly wanted to hurt me?" I yelled

"I never meant for anyone to get hurt"  Cindy replied

"Well, you certainley hurt me" I said.

"Lizzy, I-Im so sorry I really didnt mean-"

"Mean to what? Kiss Jc? Yeah, Got it"

"You know what Lizzy, your acting childish, Im dating someone who you hate, so what? I thought you would be more supportive of me now that I made the right decision, but your really just acting like a 12 year old. Grow up and start acting 18, not 12. Your not the least bit supportive"

cindy snapped.

"How can I be supportive? Your dating someone who, who, Uggg! just never even call me again! Not even think of me" i yelled.

"Fine, act like the 12 year old that you are" Cindy sarcastically said.

I hung up.

I threw my phone against the hard concrete ground that was the floor.

It shattered in a million pieces, just like my heart.

I sat in the car and pulled my sleeve over my eyes. My pink and blue hair getting wet by my tears. I left the house and went home.

I ran upstairs to the nearest bathroom and took out a sharp blade.

I pulled up my sleeve and made a dash over my arm. Blood splattered everywere. I made a second dash, then a third dash, then a fourth, then a fifth. I made about 15 deep cuts on my arm.

"This is all wrong" I cried.

I layed on the bathroom floor, covered in my own blood. the blade was full of blood, the mirror had blood splatters, and the walls aswell.

I havent cut in about 9 months, Ive returned to the old me. Lizzy the girl with the cuts, was my nickname when I used to cut.

I suddenly blanked out.

All I could see was darkness, cold black abysse.

It was just like Cindy's heart, Black, cold, and empty.