"Let's have that wreckless love
That crazy love
That off the wall, won't stop till I get enough kind of love
I need that love
- Alicia Keys
I feel undeserving of love sometime. This song makes me feel sexy , I just love to move to the beat. It places my mind in the 70s, I have my long skirt on, my heels, my blouse loosely hugging my chest. And I'm just dancing through the streets of the city feeling free, and deserving of love. Then I open my eyes. What's stopping me from feeling this feeling now?
My mind is the answer to that. I find myself often imprisoning myself to my own thoughts. Trapping myself in my insecurities. Letting the enemy have their control over me. It was today that I decided that I can still love.
I am not who I was yesterday. I am not who I was last week, last month, last year. I am forever growing and glowing and a man will come along and make me feel like I am in my 70s day dream. I will turn on this song , as we lay and listen to it, and instead of it being a dream, it will be reality why ?
Because I am deserving of love. I am
Not my past. I am not my abuse. I am not who my friends want me to be.
I Am Me. And that's all I will ever be.
Today is the day you claim your confidence back. Turn on this song and just live and be in that moment.
Song - Alicia Keys- Wreckless Love
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