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Pain

Pain the feeling I'm most numb to

I can't feel it or anything when I'm hurt

Weather it be physical or mental I can't feel it

With all the horrible times and memories in my life back when I was a small child it hurt

It hurt so bad and the aftermath was worse

Living with the pain and guilt it broke me

I don't think I ever recovered

As a kid through the ages of three to eleven the events that caused this pain didn't register

....I'm grateful for that because at that age I would have shattered like glass

But when I was twelve everything hit me at full blast

I broke...

I taped and glued myself back together and put a fake smile and tried to forget

Now I can't feel anything

I'm like a glass doll forever frozen .
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This poem was a tribute to a book I read over the summer it was amazing!
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