that night at lock in

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 It was about 9 at night  when we where siting there and I was laying on his lap when Toby ( the youth leaders husband) walked by and said hi to us. Tom even thew it was our first night dating he looked down at me and smiled then looked around and he kissed me it was our first kiss it was in the sanctuary of a church can you believe that. It was  Me him and Lexie now   and nothing to do. We sat there and just talked about our past relationships its sad to say that I being seventeen and him being eighteen I have had ten times more relationships then him.

  I gave him my number and address I told him to text me. He told me it will be with Carl's phone (his brothers phone) I told him that was alright and I did not care. one the next day at about three Thomas texted me  and told me that one of his so called Buddy's (that don't even know me) had told him that I was cheating one him and I don't believe in cheating on someone. I told him that I loved him and not to let anyone fuck up our relationship and that he means a lot to me and he will always be in my heart.

 We where texting from three to like nine. I was cooking when we where texting my mom yelling your going to burn the food. We where talking about seeing if Thomas could come and stay the weekend. The next day my mother and I where talking about him staying. This is how it went.

  " Mom can my boyfriend Thomas stay?" I asked her

  " Hell no are you stupid?"  Mother replied

" Why do you always ask me if I am stupid or not?" I asked

" Because you always ask me stupid stuff" Mother said

" Whatever" was the last thing I said when I walked out of the room

 I hate her so much why does she have to hate me?

  Today me and mom finally agreed that Tom could stay when my step-dad throw a flit and was yelling at me about always aggravating her when i was something even thew i never did but this once its yousally my  brothers that do that. Then he finally broke down after I would not talk to him and i cried myself asleep with in three hours of my self crying.

 

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