Come home after school I have had a hell where.
what is wrong with me why everyone hates me?
I go up to my room
putting on loud music throw myself in to my bed I start to cry
I hate this I don't want to cry.
why does it hurt so much
everything would be better if I did not exist anymore then would jenny and Renata be happy
obviously no one likes me
I'm so ugly like Renata says.
I go to the bathroom takes out a razor go back to my room.
I sit on my bed I take out my wrist
press the razor against my skin and pull the skin I can feel the pain that comes and blood and I faint.
after a while I wake up
I see a deep wound on my wrist,
I get dizzy
I take a sweater that lying next to me I take that around my wrist tie it tightly around the wrist
then I fall asleep again.
