Bifocals--
Worthless!
Beneath those False 1000 Words
Of SMILING Photographs
Taken of Me,
The Truth…
Your Sight Still Failed To SEE.
Depressed…Drab…Leaden…Grayscale…Laments;
Heartbroken…Woeful…Tearful…Bittersweet…Doleful;
Reclusive…Lonely…Listless…Chafed…Diffident;
Raw…Abased…Befouled…Double Crossed…Deceived;
Kleenex-ed…Misplaced…Displaced…Downtrodden…Punching Bag;
Misunderstood…Discouraged…Forlorn…Fragile…Disappointment;
Nothingness…Useless;
B r o k e n--
(In Pieces).
Dehumanized…Stripped…Dejected…Demoralized;
Begrudged…Cheated…Belittled…Crucified…Reviled;
Assailed…Scoffed…Shunned…Mocked…Harassed;
P e r s e c u t e d--
(Relentlessly).
Guilt…Embarrassment…Anxiety…Fear…Confused;
Traumatized…Overwhelmed…Distrusting…Disrespected;
Withdrawn…Insignificant…Empty…Insecure…Powerless;
Rejected…Numb…Black Sheep…Loveless…Unworthy;
S h a t t e r e d--
(Beyond Repair).
Impassive Eyes of Drawn Blinds,
Still SEE NOT !
Mouths Forming the Hateful Words...
Impassive Ears Pretend They Have Never Heard!
Stupid…Idiot…Dummy…Nerd…Sorry…Lazy…Teacher’s Pet;
Wont Amount To Anything!
Waste of Space…Nobody…Half-Breed…Freak…Pathetic…Coward;
Now Borderline,
S u i c i d a l--
(But)
I’m Fine…
No.
No
I’m Not!
OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES!
To Their Malicious Taunts…
LOOK AT ME!!
Those Forced Thoughts…
These Dark Silent Words…
HELL
NO
I AM NOT FINE!!
{The Memories Back Then}
ECole789
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The Memories Back Then
Poetry2nd Collection of Free Verse Poetry; Past Reflections of Pre-Teen and Teen Years From My Now Adult Perspective:o)
