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7. Visits?

Lilly's POV

I said, "Guys, how would I know that you all will be alright around blood?"

They said, "We can handle it!" I sighed and said, "Look, you have 3 days to show me that you can handle this. Any slip ups, I won't let you go..." They nodded and I said, "Alright..."

They went back to their normal self and it wasn't that big. Harry and I went on a date and it was great. Until, I felt him get hungry... So we went on a hunt in the forrest and guess what? He lost control, he almost murdered a whole family... I pulled him away and I had to distract him. I dragged him away and shoved him up against the tree and kissed him hard... He grabbed my waist and held me close to him. We pulled away a few minutes later and he sighed. I said, "Harry it's going to be alright." He said, "No! It won't! I can't have a normal date with my girlfriend without have a burning in my throat! I hate this!!!" I said, "It will be alright, you just need to feed more often..." I tried to calm him down but when it comes to newborns, it won't work... Their emotions are all over the place. I can't control him... He punched a tree and it snapped in half. He said, "I need to go..." He ran and I sprinted after him... Being a newborn made him really fast eventually he turned back and shoved me against the tree. He hissed at me, "Don't follow me! Stay away from me!" He let me go and ran... I never felt fear until then...... Was it a mistake I made doing this? Should I have kept Harry human?........ I just ran. I always ran. It was a bad habit, but now, I just wanted away from this...