I moved when I was 16 and went in to a public school for the first time I was home schooled since 4th grade and it was new to me. I have medical problems such as arthritis and fibromyalgia it affects my body in various ways. So a month into starting my freshman year in high school I started dating a boy and he treated me good at first we were together for 6 months and for the first month everything was good after two weeks in though he started to touch me and push at me to give him oral I eventually gave into him and did..as the months passed he grew agitated with me and he kept forcing sexual contact on me and I'd give in he was mentally abusive and would tell I was a slut and I'd be a good whore and told me I dressed like one,all I wear and wore then is t shirts jeans and shoes no matter how hard I tried to dress to cover myself it was never enough. He got to the point that I was scared to say no because he threatened to kill or cut himself so I just did it and then he wanted sex which looking back is all he wanted and I didn't so I said no and one night I went to his house to hangout and his mom was supposed to be home but she wasn't and I had no way home so I stayed the night and in the middle of the night he stripped me and started to rape me I said no and he stopped and I miscarried a baby my mom found out and put me on birth control. 4 months later in August I went to his house for his birthday and we went swimming I had to wear his shorts and my shirt he wanted me to go in my undies and bra but I wouldn't afterward we went in and I was changing he made me let him watch. We were watching a movie when he climbed on top of me and roughly started kissing me and tugging at his shorts I was wearing I told him no but he said that I was his and in his clothes so he could do what ever he wanted I kept telling him no and pushing him and eventually gave up because I hurt my self trying to get him off of me because of my medical issues. I tried to tell my mom but she yelled at me thinking it was consensual she didn't find out until 6 months later I'm 17 now about to turn 18 and I still have nightmares about it but I'm getting through it I'm not the only girl he's done this too and I'm here for anyone who needs to talk about anything thanks for reading.
