I walk. I keep walking wishing I could get somewhere. The heavy feeling on my chest not going away. When people would talk about a heavy feeling in there chest, I thought they were just being figurative. No, no, it's definatly there. Saying me down. It hurts. I can't breathe, why can't I breathe? Jealousy, rage, sadness, humiliation, want. Too many feelings. They all pile up, making it heavier and heavier. How do I make it go away?