Not What i thought~ A 5sos fanfic

chapter 4 he ate the wrong wing

Lukes POV

"Ash"

i heard Emilys faint whisper.

"Em its me Luke, Ashton left home he left you alone here..."

"What stop just stop lying Luke please"

I stayed quiet and walked out i always knew Ashton was a little aggressive but not as aggressive as i thought i just wait for them to release Emily from the hospital why wouldnt she belive me? Was she that in love with Ashton its only been like 5 months geez. I heard the car door open i didnt even turn to look at her i felt as if she was disgusted by me my presence i hated it i hated this lying to her not letting her know how i felt.

"Luke look im sorry for saying what i said i just i coul--"

"Look Em were here just go run into his arms and fall for it again i cant stop you i just wanted to let you know what type of guy your with i understand if you dont believe me"

With that she hit the car door hard i could tell she was mad i didnt care she was too blind to see what was going on.

(Emilys P.O.V.)

I couldnt believe it, Luke just told me that did he think i was that stupid to fall for him and so he could just take advantage of the situation. God i hated his little cheecky smile, the way his beautiful eyes sparkled when he saw me wait what no no i cant say that no im dating someone i cant say that no. I walked into mine and Ashtons room

"Ash?"

"What? Babe aww i missed you im so sorry for what i did i didnt mean it"

"I know I know love"

"Good. Um babe what do you wanna eat?"

"Dont you think its a little to early to think about that?"

"no not at all or are you making dinner?"

"Ill make it"

I ran downstairs and got a box of mac and cheese and some chicken wings out just for a quick dinner. I completely forgot that i was cooking so i just took it out when i expected it was ready i didnt even check the wings, I served 2 plates and called Ashton down. i could hear him running down the stairs. He quickly sat down and ate

"Eh what the- Emily what the hell is this?"

"What?"

i took a bite out of the chicken. Raw. Shit no god oh crap.

"Ash im so sor-"

"Shut up you cant even make fricken chicken wings come on your ugh worthless..."

"Excuse me im the worhtless one you hurt me yesterday and act like nothing ever happened i wouldve expected something better of you but i guess i jus-"

I stopped as i felt the back of Ashtons hand connect with my cheeck

"Shut up... dont even fucking start crying get up and go upstairs right now!"

I didnt listen i was frozen crying broken how could he?

"DIDNT YOU FUCKING HEAR ME OR ARE YOU PLAYING STUPID... YOU WANT ANOTHER SLAP DONT YOU GET UP RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I did as he said and ran to our room i sat on the floor crying why? why would he out of all people do this? why? I wiped my tears away as i heard his foot steps.

"Come here RIGHT now!"

"dont you dare ever fucking touch me like that again"

"your gonna fight really? alright sounds good..."

He quickly unbuckled his belt and threw it on the floor. Was he doing what i though he was? No not this way this isnt what i wanted no he was walking closer no i no... he pulled me up and onto the bed i couldnt even respond... i just couldnt i finally tried to get out of his grip damage already done but still going on. he didnt let go he gripped onto me hurting me leaving bruises every where any where he wanted. He got up satisfied and left me there to cry. He just abused me took me like an object and dropped me to break like a vase. I was the shirt he wore for one day but then threw it away like a piece of trash. Why? Why me? Was i really worthless i didnt wanna feel like this why me why?