Beaten and Broken (on hold)

My day

The morning passed fairly well - other then this morning- I only got a few dirty glances from some of the popular kids.

As soon as the lunch bell rang I got up from my 3rd. Hr. English class and walked to my locker.

I switched out my books and walked to the lunch room. I walked into the lunch room, hurriedly got into the smoothie line - which was as usual short- and ordered a strawberry/ banana smoothie.

I looked around while waiting for my smoothie and seen the regular high school clicks - jocks & cheerleaders, junkies, nerds, artists, goths, musicians, loners, ect.

Everyone seamed to fit in with their click, everyone except me that is. I can't be categorized into one thing. I love playing my guitar, I didn't mind being by my self, and I admit I do smoke pot often. Then again if you close enough everyone likes more then one thing.

" Miss?" I get pulled from my thoughts and look over to see my smoothie ready. I pay the lady and say " Thanks" then walk out the lunch room, outside.

I walk past the football field and sit behind a big, shady oak tree. I sit out here because nobody comes this far out. Also because I don't have to put up with Nicole glaring at me.

I don't know why she hates me, I never did anything to her. Believe it or not we used to be friends, back before fifth grade.

* Flashback. *

I walked into Mrs. Mill's classroom a few mins before the bell to clean off the white board (we all have classroom jobs and this is one of mine.).

When I finished cleaning it off I say down at my desk and pulled out my books waiting for the teacher an other students to come in.

A few seconds later Nicole, Clark,

(Clark Jacobs is the cutest boys in school with his short dirty blond hair, green eyes, and slightly crooked nose - but in a cute way- so you could say I had a crush) and a few other girls com into the classroom.

I waved to Nicole and she frowned at me, it made me upset because i didn't have a clue as to what I did wrong. Nicole came over to my desk with two other girls I didn't know all that well and started to tease me about how I looked and about the kind of clothes I was wearing.

At first I thought she was joking but when I noticed that she wasn't my eyes started to tear up. I remember her exact words to me she leaned over to wisper in my ear and said " If you ask me your brother left because he finally realized you were just like a piece of gum stuck to the bottom of his shoe, disgusting and used!" She stood up and smiled when she seen i had tears running down my face. She started laughing and said " I always new you were trash! Oh, and by the way you can get over the crush you have in my boyfriend!"

I looked up at her with a look of horror on my face. I can't believe she just said that out loud, with Clark right next to her. I know he heard because he winced when he saw my expression and looked at the ground.

I jumped out my seat and ran to the bathroom crying until the teacher came in and found me.

~~~~~~End of Flashback~~~~~~~~