1,000 ways to die

Ugly soul

Beautiful on the outside and ugly on the inside you would never want an apple that's rotten in the inside would you ? These are the worst kind of people they manipulate you into believing they are the sweetest most caring people ever . They are so beautiful in the outside it blinds you from what's in the inside what really matters . Those dark brown eyes hide the fact that they are little demons running around with human like faces and they have hurt people before you  . When you look into those eyes everything goes away . You couldn't imagine a day without looking into their beautiful face . Everything you see in them is perfect their dark brown eyes their rosey cheeks and perfectly shaped lips and dark brown hair . It is simply outstanding how something so simple could be so breath taking . You ask yourself "how could they ever break my heart " they are so beautiful how is that possible . Those same kind of people make you believe you are the most beautiful human being alive. They tease you and tell you mean things but you think it's cute because when you were little your parents and friends told you "if they are mean to you they like you " and now that is implanted in your brain.They will tell you everyday how special you are to them and how your existence makes every day better . They tell you how your eyes look in the sun and how your hair falls down your face they look into your eyes and move your hair to the side of your ear slowly looking deep into your eyes , you smile and look away . They make you believe that your smile is the best one they have ever seen . That same person looks deep into your eyes and tells you they love you and couldn't live a day without breathing the same air as you . You are falling in love each day and each day you get attached more and more because you are no longer alone you feel loved and you feel alive when you are with them . Until that one  day  comes that they decided they no longer love you because you were so willing to give them all your love that it was fun at the time but you were just their muse for the moment . It sucks you give them all your trust and you don't even notice that they have every little single drop of your soul in their hands they have full power over you all of a sudden they hurt you with every tactic they have learned before they stop texting you like they used to or they avoid you in the hallways . They tell you "sorry I was busy" all the time they make excuses and you believe them because you would do anything for that person . They crush your heart into little pieces everyday you don't talk to them . They make you feel bad about yourself and make you feel disgusted by your own face. They make you see every flaw that you never even  knew existed and they break you . You look at yourself in the mirror everyday wondering where you went wrong . You lock yourself in your room in the dark you listen to the silence that surrounds your broken heart you cry yourself to sleep every night the pain of the heart break is unbearable.  Now you are hurt you are broken into little pieces .You are a person who seeks for revenge and never lets peace in your life . You seek for beautiful souls and show them what was done to you and brake them also . Now you are just a pretty face with an ugly soul .