That Ghetto Love ( Hood Love )

Chapter 16

Jersey pov

Niko: wait what no jersey ur still a minor u aint goin no where n if u attempt to i will make u stay away from derek

Me:U CANT MAKE ME DO SHIT NIKO UR NOT MY FUCKING FATHER UR JUSS MY BROTHER AND IM MOVING OUT N UR NOT GONNA STOP ME (gets up)

Niko:dnt believe me juss watch(SEE WAT I DID AHA LOL OK) (leaves out)

Me:I FUCKING HATE U NIKO(crys)

I sat tere and cried for about 5 mins until the door opened and my dad came in with niko and......ma mom

Me:WTH IS SHE HERE FOR(wipes away tears)

Dad:she was juss checking up on -

Me: I DNT NEED HER TO CHECK UP ON ME IVE BEEN DOING GOOD ON MY OWN

Dad:SHE IS STILL UR MOTHER JERSEY UR GONNA RESPECT HER

Me:AND WHO ARE U TO TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IM GONNA DO

Dad: UR FUCKING FATHER

Me:SINCE WHEN

Dad:...

Me:(crys harder) where were u wen she let her husband rape me ..no where to be found where were u wen she put me out becuz i told her the truth about him dad u was no where to be found so dnt u try n cum in here n change ma life around idgaf im 16 goin on 17 and pregnant by my 17 year old boyfriend that i luv so much...im doing fine without u guys n ill be fine without niko also becuz i dnt want nun of u and i mean nun of u guys in my childs life

Mom(naomi): jersey baby im sorry

Me: i dnt need ur sorries naomi i dnt even need u so u could juss leave

Naomi: jersey ple-

Me:no its to late for that go

Niko:jersey stop being a bitch that is still yo mama

Me:NIKO STFU AND LEAVE WHY ARE U STILL HERE DAMN

Niko:u right jersey u dnt need me n i dnt want u to so therefore we are not realated or nun u can get yo shit n dnt eva cum bacc n dnt bother tryna see ma baby either cuz idgaf no more ..bae lets go(leaves)

Nique:(gets up hugs me) im sorry jaye..luv u

Me:(strs tearing up n pushes her away) leave go ahead idc

Nique: why are u bein this way jersey

Me: WAT DO U MEAN WHY AM I BEIN THIS WAY BREAJANIQUE MA LIFE HAS BEEN A LIVING HELL AND I BEEN HOLDIN IT IN FOR 16 FUCKING YEARS N IM TIRED NIQUE IM TIRED DNT NOBODY KNO HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE TO GO TO SLEEP AND DREAM ABOUT UR MOMS BOYFRIEND BEATING N RAPING THE SHIT OUTTA U N THERES NO ONE THERE FOR U N NOW THAT IM PREGNANT N IN THE HOSPITAL EVERYONE WANTS TO BE HERE FOR ME NO FUCK THAT FUCK YALL IF ITS THAT FUCKING BAD I WILL GET A ABORTION N KILL MASELF JUSS TO GET AWAY FROM ALL U GUYS FAKE ASS BULLSHIT I NO LONGER HAVE A FAMILY SO PLEASE JUSS LEAVE

Everybody walked out except lanah n derek

Derek: so u really wanna kill ma baby jersey wat happen to the conversation we had huh did anything i said matter to u

I juss caught on to wat i said about ma baby i would never i was juss mad

Me:bae i-gco

Derek: nawww u said wat u had to say so now its ma turn ..u see i try to give u ma all i aint got shit either but im tired of tryin we been together for a long time but now i give up im done jersey WE..ARE DONE ..ill take care of ma baby if u even decide to keep it but u naww im coo off u shawty im out blood

And with that he walked out i didnt kno wat to do i was speechless i couldnt breathe i tried but as soon as i did i broke down in tears did he really not wanna be with me anymore

Lanah: u see jersey u chased everybody away now baby cuzzin i luv u n u kno dat so ima keep it real wit chu u need to change up yo act becuz no matta how bad yo pass was u leave it there n strt sum new becuz now u aint livin for yoself u livin for yo baby n ik u dnt want yo baby to grow up without a daddy right?

Me:no

Lanah:so u gotta get cho shit togetha ma u want to give yo baby wat u neva had n a betta life than urs was n abortion aint the problem solver trust me i had one i regret it i do i cried everynight for so long n i still see ma baby in ma dreams n now that im bouta have anotha one i want it to all go away but it wont im takin that shit to da grave yo n it hurt to kno i took that life it was ma choice but now this is yo choice n i hope u make the right one i gotta go ill come bacc in tha mornin i luv u lil cuzzin (kisses ma forhead n leaves)

Now its juss me ma baby n God i need to think but i have a head ache from crying n i should be gettin released n da mornin so i laid dwn n went to sleep