Its the next morning and i couldn't sleep all night just thinking about what if he saw the texts and what if he hacked into my phone or something to see what i said back (i don't know it was late) finally i slept in till around 10. I left around 12 to go over there and ask for my phone back because i knew it was an hour away and i remember the street and number so i set off an hour away to Tennessee to get my phone back and since i'm a paranoid ass bitch i keep thinking as if my life is some type of movie and hes on his way to my house right now to give me my phone and this is a waste of a trip. I show up to his house and knock on the door praying its him who comes to the door and opens it. To my luck its not him and some tall girl that looks like shes around my age. "Hi do you need anything?" She says with the brightest smile. "Oh yeah is Chase home do you know?" "Uhm yeah he is let me go get him""Okay thank you". A few seconds go by and Chase comes to the door saying "Oh hey Vanessa! Did you come to pick up your phone?" awe. fuck. he knows. "Yeah i'm sorry about that and i'm sorry if it was blowing up or something" i say nervously hoping that i kept my phone on silent or something. "Oh no its fine it just scared me a little when it started blowing up like that." FUCK HE HEARD IT. THIS COULDN'T BE ANY MORE AWKWARD. "Yeah ha ha that was probably just my friend wondering how the date went yesterday" i say chuckling lightly. He hands me my phone and says "Oh ok well next time we go out on a date ill make sure we have a lot more fun" then winks at me. I didn't know whether to feel confused or kinda wet because that was fucking hot. So i get into my car to read the texts and when i turn on my phone the first text i see says "hopefully you guys fucked because that would've made it more fun lmao" DID HE READ MY TEXTS?! i didn't know if i should feel very violated because i mean i barely know this guy and off the bat hes reading my texts and making it obvious too. Or maybe he just looked down at my phone to see what was going off so much and just skimmed it for a second. I don't know but all i do know is that i wont be seeing him and holding back on the sex thing for a little while longer then expected because this shit happened. When i got home i facetimed Sofia and told her everything that happened and he saw the texts that she sent me. "Well your welcome for speeding things up a bit" said Sofia. "NO THIS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN HE WAS SUPPOSED TO THINK I'M A NUN OR SOME SHIT, LIKE, SEX? WHO? NEVER HEARD OF HER" We went back and forth for awhile until i just decided to accept it and let it be and i cant change the past and if he wants to fuck then i wont let him because i'm not that easy. A few days go by and i'm finally all moved in and my room i painted and fleeky and i'm starting to get a job out here to save for college. I look at my phone to my surprise a text from chase saying "Hey" which was out of the blue since we haven't spoke to each other in a few days since the whole winking shitty shit happened. I responded with a "Hey" and he asked me if i wanted to go out on chill date where we watched movies in his movie room in his house and just get to know each other a little better because we'll have the house to ourselves" i said yes and he started saying really sweet things like "i really want to get to know you and your interests because you seem like such a sweet beautiful girl and i cant wait to see you again" this made me feel very warm and cozy because no guy and really treated me with this much love and attention before. We were about to wrap up the conversation then he ends it off with a "Oh and i'll make sure we'll have more fun this time if you want *winky emoji*" oh. my. god. what did i just get myself into.
