Why does it seem like I can never hold on to the person who makes me laugh, smile? They are always taken from me no matter what I do.
There is nothing for me to do but cry and fight my demons who whisper in my near telling me to die. That I'll never be happy because I'm fucked up.
I fight them who tell me to take a knife and kill myself with it. I ask them why can't I be happy?
They laugh and you know why you fucked up girl. You are the reason why. Listen to us our demons for we care about you. We know that the only reason to be happy is to die and you will find out the reason why you can never have love, why you can never be loved by anyone.
