When I fell in love with my bestfriend ( Kristen Stewart fanfic)

Chapter Seven

Ann's POV

I wake up to an empty side of the bed. The flashbacks of yesterday flooding my mind. Tears starting to blur my vision. WHY ME?WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME? DONT I DESERVE HAPPINESS?! I love her so much but I always lose her. She's not coming back so I need to do me that's what my grandmother would have wanted.

Goes online and starts feeling out applications for new jobs and apartments. Wanting to start my life over. As the weeks followed the jobs started rolling in and she went toured apartments. Two months later she moved into her new apartment, got a new job, and a cat named Elliot. 

I'm finally taking charge of my life. Even though its been hard without her and I would kill to have her back. I've been able to function on my own. Thinking about her has been hard for me to do, and that flashback is always going through my mind.

* 5 Months Later*

I've started seeing this girl she's no Kris but what am I suppose to do wait for her to come back. I need to move on its for the best. Kris is probably doing great without me. Her and Chris are probably living the life living the dream.  She doesn't need me I would just be holding her back I cant do that to her.

Kris's POV

These seven months without Ann have been shitty. I really don't know how I'm going on without her. Chris left me two months ago for a cheep hooker. Not really devastated its not like I actually loved him anyway.

I've debated with myself many times if I should go see Ann. Doubt she wants to see me after so many times I've hurt her. I definitely don't deserve her. She's probably very happy without me. Can't ruin her happiness again..