Damaged~ (Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 4~Deep Conversations

For the past couple of weeks Niall and I have been hanging out practically everyday. We've become what most people call best friends.  He would come over everyday after I got off work at Starbucks. My mom and step dad came back a few days ago and they didn't look any happier as when they left.

"Hey Hey!" I heard him yell from the kitchen. I was just getting out of the shower and he didn't mind checking me out as I walked in just a towel. I've gotton comfortable around Niall not too comfortable but comfortable enough. I'm not comfortable enough to tell him about my parents well about my mom and step dad anyway. and I couldn't even think about my dad no body knew about him and I didn't want them to.

"Hey stud. you know there's this thing called knocking? you should try it." I joked hitting his arm lightly.

"But that's no fun." he wined.

I just giggled. "So movie night?" I asked innocently.

"Of course! I get to pick the movies !" he yelled. "Oh and don't worry I'll leave around 11:30"

I never let Niall stay the night, not that he wanted to. it's not that I didn't trust Niall while I was asleep, I just never had anyone spend the night because of my parents, let alone a boy, I didn't want anyone to think something.

I quickly dressed in some leggings and a T-shirt. I threw my hair in a pony and added a little mascara. I walked into the living room finding Niall where i had left him I gestured him to come in my room and he took his normal spot on the bed beside me.

We started watching "Hunger Games"

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After about 5 movies I was pretty bored so I decided to strike up a conversation. Good thing Niall looked just as bored as me.

"Niall, how many girlfri- I mean hoes have you had?" I asked.

Niall's P.O.V.

"Niall, how many girlfri- I mean hoes have you had?" she asked almost jealous. I liked that. but more importantly I like her. I have never spent this much time with a girl i  wasn't even sexual with nevertheless become best friends with her.

"Umm I don't know.....A lot.." I answered shamefully. I didn't like what I did with girls but I just needed an escape.

"Oh." was all she said and she sounded a little disappointed in me.

"Look, I'm not proud of it okay? If I could take it back I would. Every single one. But you don't understand , I have a past I did and sometimes still do stupid stuff. You just dont know what I've been through." I say a little harsher than intended .

"Then tell me. I'm your best friend you can tell me anything." her voice soothing.

Flashback**

"You're a little prick. You're the reason we're getting a divorce ." my own father harshly spat in my face.

"Stop, Stop it now! That's not true! I'm leaving because you're. monster and I'm taking my son with me!" my mother yelled frantically.

And then he slapped her knocking her to the ground. I didn't know what to do and I hit him with a lamp, knocking him to the ground unconscious, then I ran.

**End Of Flashback

Realizing I had spoke my thought aloud I froze the spoke gain."that's the last time I saw them"

I looked at her and noticed she had started crying. I wiped my thumb across her cheek wiping away the tears.

"Niall, I'm so sorry . " she says tears filling her eyes once again.

"its okay I was a little boy back then around 12, its been 6 years sine I've seen them. Its hurts but that's why i sleep around, it get my mind off of it for the night."

"But you've been with me everyday for two weeks you must feel horrible, because you can't escape the thought."

"No, with you its different I don't think about them. Even though we're just friends I don't think about them."

"I'm sorry I must look hideous right now I'm going to fix my ugly ness, the best I can." she say trying to lighten the mood as she giggles and wipes away her tears.

"No you're not ugly, You're beautiful." I say quickly leaning in for a kiss. Our lips finally come in contact but she doesn't kiss back right away, and then to my surprise she wraps her arms around my neck and kiss back passionately.

"Niall what are we doing?" she says as she pulls away slowly.

"We're doing what two people who like each other do, Iz. You're amazing and You're the only person I've told about my parents, not even the boys know. I really like you Isabella." she smiles and kisses me again eager with passion.

"I really like you too Ni."

We laid there for a few minute and then she decided to put in another movie. We cuddled up and I felt Iz below me slowly falling asleep so i let myself do the same.

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