freedom ; haim

9.

My fist was close to making contact with her face , until I was pulled away. ''You fucking bitch!'' I screamed. My arms and legs flying around ; my body filled with anger. ''Calm down. This isn't the time, nor place.'' Wil said in a calming tone. ''I'm so fucking angry.'' I cried. I couldn't control the tears , there was no way of concealing the pure anger , and pain that I was feeling. ''Come on, I'll take you home.'' He grabbed my purse from the floor and led me out to his car. I gave him my address and we began to drive.

''So, she tried to hook up with your boyfriend?'' Wil asked. I didn't particularly want to be talking about this right now , but I wasn't going to be rude to Wil. ''Well, she kissed him. Then apparently she touched him and he said no. I feel so angry, but he isn't even my boyfriend. We hooked up and admitted that we liked each other. We said we'd figure out what to do when he get's back from Canada.'' I could feel the tears forming once again. ''Hey, you have every right to be angry. You like him , and she tried to hook up with him ; that's not right.'' I nodded with a slight smile in response. Wil had been so lovely tonight. ''Is it bad that I'm angry at him, even though he didn't go all the way with her?'' He rolled his eyes. ''I'd be angry if my girlfriend kissed a guy , even if she didn't properly hook up with them , I can understand why your angry.'' We pulled up outside my house. ''Thank you, Wil.'' I smiled. ''No problem.''

I entered the house and wished my grandma was here. I wanted to rant to her , but I couldn't because she was away. So instead ; I put on the radio and done vodka shots whilst crying my eyes out. I thought everything was starting to fall into place , obviously not. Why would she do this? She could've tried to hook up with any other guy , but she chose him. I know Corey and I aren't technically together , but that doesn't matter. I strolled around the house , tears flowing down my face. It was now 5am. I hadn't slept ; I was to angry.

It got to around 6:30am , and I finally fell asleep on the sofa.

''Wake up!'' I heard someone shouting. The voice echoed around the room ; bursting my ear drums. I opened my eyes to see Charlotte and Jason. ''A-are you , wait , what are you doing here?'' I squinted my eyes. ''River called Charlotte, what happened between you and Zara?'' Jason threw me a blanket due to my constant shivering. ''She kissed Corey on New Year's Eve , and tried to hook up with him.'' I coughed. ''Lets just say if I hadn't of been pulled away, I would've beat the shit out of her.''

''Oh my god. Nobody knew , I sure as hell didn't. Why would she do that?'' Charlotte gasped looking at Jason. ''I don't know, but it's obvious Corey didn't want to get with her.'' I went to speak but then Jason spoke once again. ''Speaking of who he wanted to get with, what happened with you two the other night?'' Jason and Charlotte's eyes were all on me.

''I, well. Do I really have to say it?'' I groaned at the awkwardness that was just about to be created. ''Yes!'' Charlotte laughed. ''I sucked his dick, and he fingered me.'' I looked away in embarrassment. ''I knew it! Jason you owe me ten dollars.'' She winked. ''You betted on what I'd done with him, really?'' I cringed. ''Sorry , but I knew it.'' Charlotte nudged me. Jason went upstairs to the bathroom and Charlotte leaned closer to me. ''Did you give a good blowjob?'' She laughed. ''Charlotte! But , yes I did.'' I stated proudly. ''His legs were shaking and everything.'' She high fived me. ''Well, we both gave successful blowjobs on the same night.'' She whispered. ''No way!'' I squealed. She nodded and we began to act natural as Jason entered the room again.

''What were you girls talking about?'' He raised an eyebrow. ''Just how Charlotte sucks. Next time you walk in mid conversation she'll give you a heads up.'' I smiled. She smacked the back of my head. I couldn't resist, I'm an ass. Jason just brushed the comment off.

''Well, Corey is coming home early so his flight arrives in an hour or two.'' My heart dropped , i completely forget I was going to have to face him. Also, to confront him about kissing Zara back. I'm glad he didn't hook up with her , but I'm still angry.

''C'mon. You can stay at my house tonight, I'm babysitting my twin sisters and I'm sure they'll love you.'' Charlotte smiled. ''Thanks , I'll go get some stuff.'' I gathered some clothes and simple things I'd need before going back downstairs. I walked down to find Charlotte making out with Jason. ''Woah, my innocent eyes.'' I gasped. ''Innocent my ass!'' Charlotte replied gesturing sucking something with her hand. ''Likewise.'' I flipped her off.

Jason drove us over the Charlotte's and we thanked him as we got out. ''By the way, my sisters are 7. They will probably annoy you so sorry about that.'' I chuckled at this. ''It's okay, I love kids.''

We walked in and Charlotte talked to her mom in the kitchen whilst I was greeted by Jenna and Sarah. ''Hi. You are so so pretty. Prettier than Charlotte.'' Sarah whispered in my ear. I giggled at this. ''Thank you. But you both are so much prettier.'' Both twins smiled angelically  at me before skipping into the living room.

''I'm taking them to ice cream stall in the park, are you okay to come?'' Charlotte asked. I nodded in response and took Jenna's hand. I would love to have siblings , especially younger ones.

''So, do you want vanilla or chocolate?'' I asked the twins. ''I'll have chocolate.'' I heard a voice come from behind me. I turned around and stood in complete shock.

''Corey?''

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This chapter sucked I'm sorry :(
there's going to be a lot of shit happening though so it'll get better
thanks for reading💓