Hello again

I didnt mean it!

Dipper Pines

"Are you ready to cause some havoc boys?" Bill asked his friends as they all laughed. I watched him from the bell tower. I turned to Ford who was taking out a long suitcase.

"Ah my quantum destabilizer. I've been waiting a long time to use this." He began to take it out of the case and load it. "We're only going to have one shot." He looked through the scope and focused it on Bill. "Ready..and..."
A weirdness wave passed and the bell behind him came to life messing up his shot and instead made it hit Bill's hat.

Long story, short; Bill had turned Ford into gold and I had to now defeat him. But I failed too and two of his friends were now chasing me into the woods.

While I ran I bumped into someone.

"Hey watch it!" The person boomed.

Their voice sounded oddly familiar. I quickly shook my head and focused my vision on the person I then finally saw who they were.

"Pacifica?"

Pacifica Northwest

Evanataully I had stopped sulking and decided it was time to get up and find some civilization or food at least.

As I got up I immediately bumped into someone.

"Hey Watch it!" I boomed at the person. I didn't mean to sound so rude, I knew it was a total accident but I don't know the words just kinda flew out and I couldn't stop them nor apologize for them afterwards.

"Pacifica?" I heard the person say. I looked up at them to see that it was no other than my long time crush Dipper Pines. The last time I saw him was when my parents punished me and had me go on a road trip with him and his family. Probably one of my favorite punishments.

I missed him so much since then we talked a bit through my email but it wasn't the same. I stared at him, dying to tell him how much i missed him, how much I loved him and I longed to hug him but instead this happened;

"Yeah, what's it to you?"

"Nothing it's just it's been a while.." he quickly checked his surroundings. "I'm glad to see you're safe."

"You are?" I piped. He nodded and starched the back of his head. "I kinda missed you after the road trip." He said sheepishly. I looked into his sweet, innocent eyes he looked so happy to see me again. I turned completely red.

..Here's your chance tell him how you feel.

"Well I didn't miss you at all."

What?! Okay you're just nervous let's try this again...

"What I meant to say was...not did I not miss you but I completely took you out of my memory why want to remember somebody as lame and sad as you." I laughed but on the inside I was screaming.

What was I saying? Where was this coming from? ...huh! The weirdness wave i-it's making me act like this! Oh no oh no how do I stop it?! Can I stop it?!

I took a deep breath and tried to control it.

I faced Dipper I could see how hurt he was but he took a deep breath and and spit back at me.

"Last time i saw you, you were confessing that you liked me." He scoffed.

It hurt to hear him talk to me like that but then again maybe I deserved it although me talking like I was now wasn't my fault all the wave really did was make how I used to be and I couldn't believe this is how I acted not to Dipper but to everyone. I remember how I used to be, I used to be kind and pure. I used to be a kid and fun but then my parents pushed me to be awful and stuck up I should I have never listened and now I was right back where I started.

I looked back at Dipper. I tried to keep my mouth shut but I couldn't...

"Me? Like you? That's hilarious please I was just trying to make your sad life a little bit better. I didn't think about you once."

All I did was think about you...

"Pacifica where is this coming from?"

"From me. I don't know why I ever thought about being friends with you and your annoying sister."

There goes everything, everything I've ever done to try and prove I was different now then I was before. To prove I was so much better than I was. To prove that I could change. All down the drain.

"Look Pacifica I don't know if this the apocalypse talking or..."

"It's me talking and I'm telling the truth, the hard cold truth."

Stop lying please

"Shhh.." he said putting his finger out in front of me.

"Did you just shush me?!"

Yes he did! And You better listen to him.

"Pacifica be quiet!" He whisper-shouted.

"No I'm not going to stop just because your feelings have been hurt."

"Be quiet!" He repeated

Yes please!

"Oh no Bill's friends they found me!" He screamed and by accident I suppose he grabbed my hand and we found a mall to slip in and hide from them.

Dipper waited in the mall for them to pass. I glanced over at him. He let go of my hand and turned to the window, eyes filled with tears. Poor Dipper, he probably thought I hated him now and I wouldn't blame him if he hated me too. I didn't know how but I was going to stop this attitude of mine. I was gonna control. For the sake of me, the sake of everyone and most importantly the sake of Dipper.