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Kyungsoo
"Let's make love"
"Let's make love"
"Let's make love"
It kept on repeating inside my head and I don't know what to do with it. I'm shocked and suprised. Like,I have said,things are coming too fast. This is ain't right. I was staring at him blankly and also he is staring at me waiting for my answer or move. I don't know. "I--what are---" I was cut off when he grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. I shivered. I feel my heart beat so fast. His body next to me is burning. What is this? Someone tell me. Why is this happening? Is this something great?
Nope,I'm not innocent--I just is this--ah this is kinda friendship thing and it's part of Kai's side right? For being too sweet. Hugging and kissing is just normal for him.
He won't do that dirty love as if.
"Hyung,let's make love. Please,I'm hungry for it." I thought he would wait for me to answer but he kissed me on the lips torridly. I did it the same--and this is horrible. The door is not locked and anytime,Krystal would see us or Chanyeol and Baekhyun. I hated it to be like that.
I hope,no one dare to enter.
We're kissing for 10 minutes and he started to remove my t-shirt and shorts. My mind told me to stop him because this is not the right time. He is still angry but my heart says let him be. I also just did it the same. "Can I come inside of you?" he sexily asked and I nodded. I was like being manipulated by my ownself. Let me not regret this.
He carried me in a bridal style and put me on my bed. Bed scene is one of the dangerous sex,actually. He went inside of me in no time,and I moan so loud. "Ahh~you're so hard.."
Geez,he's so tight. We are totally having sex right now and I'm still scared from the outside. They may already hear it,his move is too fast. I kept on moaning like there's no tomorrow. He did not let his dick inside me but fingered me. From in to out.
How can even a 23 years old guy know this? and how can I'm the Hyung that is 25 years old letting him be to do like this? This is not what I want. I just want to know if I'm the one whom he loved the most or still have a chance to be together?
"Please moan louder,Kyungie with my name." He's now playing my nipples but still his dick is still inside me.
Kyungie? Not hyung anymore? Is this even Kai? He is changing when he get mad just like now.
Gosh,I want to end this right now. Really. It hurts but I can't even stop him.
What's wrong with me?
And in a sudden,he started to bit my neck. "Ahh~Kai. Please~"
"What's that please for,Kyungie?"
I don't know too,either.
"It's just part of---"
He did it once again. He let his dick in and out harder,"Ahhh~ Kai. It hurts so much."
"Cause you are going to cum,Honey. And,I like that." He said,"Just take it gently. Please~ AHHHH" he took a huge bites on my neck. Let me be alive,Kai. I'm getting lot of sweats....mixed emotions. It's not like his first time to do this and it breaks my heart. He totally into it.
He stopped and white liquid went out.
He made me cum so hard and tight. He kissed me again not torridly but passionately,it's still not yet finish?
Round 2?
He's like a beast trying to kill me with his seduction. He really is hungry for it.
He moaned,I don't know why. "Ahh~ hyung! Why are your lips so sweet?" Geez,this boy. "Yours is sweeter" I answered.
Then,he pulled away but fell on the ground. He also just hit his head to the cabinet but not that hard. "Ouch" he said,"That's for kissing me without thinking and let me come inside you." I laughed at him,I don't mind anymore of what's going.
I let it faced through. Krystal and Chanbaek already heard it,anyways. Maybe.
My moans are so loud,that's why. I just felt happy even it hurts but this is still not right.
"What do you mean,Hyung? What did we do?" He looked at himself and went back to me. We're both naked,omygadd. Yes we totally are. It's our first time even we're bestfriends. I'm crazy right now or I really am crazy since I want to know Krystal is just his option and I'm the really one?
I get my blanket to hide my naked body. "We do have sex,hyung? We did it?" He came back to his senses. "No! It's my first time." WHATT? First time? Then,I'm lucky but still felt my heart broke. Maybe,I was so regretful a while ago. "Hyung,I'm so sorry. Like,I'm so mad about your guy's friend and felt a bit of jealousy and---" I cut him off. Cause,my heart hurts. This is not love.
This is freaking damn lust. I lost my virginity with whom I have ever loved but gave me a broken-hearted back.
It's not Krystal fault not him. MY FAULT. I'm not mad about myself,the thing is,WHY THINGS COME SO FAST? I'm planning to stop it but why can't I??? I hit my head,"Hyung,what's wrong? Don't blame yourself. It's my fault that I didn't know what am I'm doing. Gosh,what I have done? Please. I'm sorry,Hyung."
"No. It's just an accident,Kai. Nothing else more." I said in a low tone of my voice. He was about to hug me,"Go home. I'm tired. Krystal is almost waiting for you outside for almost 1 hour. She must be upset." I said and fixed myself. He cursed,"Shit."
Yes, my life is full of shits. I really don't deserved to be loved by someone whom I love for years.
"Let's talk about this tomorrow,Hyung. I promise.. I want to make things clear and please I'm so sorry."
"Go ahead,Kai. I'm so tired.." So tired of acting not hurt. So tired of you. "Alright,Hyung. Rest well."
He went out,leaving me crying.....
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