My life in loops

If I could.....

Rebecca POV
If I could ever describe my life in a few words it would most- likely be something along the lines of 'boring and pitiful' or 'stupidity and depression.' So that's me for you. Of course those words apply to all days.

Besides Friday, or to specify Friday night.

Why Friday? You may ask.Let me tell you, Carter Willumsons.She was the best thing that ever happened to my life.Here, let me elaborate on that, about two years ago I made the worst decision I probably ever had made, I chose my on dignity over my only friend. I felt terrible; I still get slightly nauseous just thinking it.I stopped smiling after that, that of course, after about a year and a half ago Carter strolled into are school, I felt bad for her, for quite a few reasons.

1.new kids are easy targets

2.she would have no idea on where to go for classes

3. Your best friend would be the principal

4. Finally, no one at my school likes the new kids, not even the generally 'nice kids' don't like you

Did I ever go out of my way to help her? No. The answer to that is no.Why? Because I didn't care my feelings had been reduced to pure nothingness.Until she came up to me at lunch and started talking out of the blue.I somehow made friends with her.I walked her home, since I learned it was on the way to my house.One day we decided that on Friday night I would walk to her house, so I did. That's been going on for the past half year.What really astonished me was that, no matter the weather, she would wait on her porch. It made me feel special.

But, we never went to my house instead, now that I think about it, she never has let me step inside her house, huh, that's weird.