Tear In My Heart- SeaChaos

Chapter One

"Whatcha doing, Chilled~?" whispered Adam huskily in Anthony's ear, who was sitting at his desk in their dark room, the only source of light coming from the computer monitor that the Italian was sitting in front of.

"AHHHH!!!!" screamed Anthony at the top of his lungs as he pushes away from the desk, doing it so quickly that the chair slides back and out from under him, causing him to fall to the carpet. "What the actual fuck, Adam? I'm uploading and editing videos here. You can't just decide to come and scare the shit out of me!"

"I'm sorry." Adam said with a teasing smile on his face, no real apology behind his words. "I just wanted to see what my wittle Chilly Willy was doing. That, and I was bored."

"Yeah, well I'm busy, so get. And stop calling me that! You know I hate that nickname." Anthony finally stands up, brushing himself off before sitting back in his chair. His eyes flicker over to the video displayed on his monitor, which was in the process of uploading to YouTube. '94% complete? Not bad' He thought as he went back to his editing software. Editing ahead of time was always the way to go, at least for him. Easier than editing and uploading in one day. Speaking of, he needed to get his filming schedule into a better.. schedule.

He snapped out of his thoughts when he heard Adam speaking again.

"Please come lay with me on the couch. You have been in here aaaaaallllll day and I miss you!" Adam whined, leaning against the back of Anthony's desk chair, his fingers twirling and playing with the distracted man's soft hair. A content moan left the Italian's lips, face turning dark red when he heard it.

"A-adam, stop! You always distract me, which makes my videos late, then all my viewers start yelling at me. What if people found out that i was late on a video because my boyfriend was distracting me? They would probably stop watching! And all of our friends would stop talking to us and you would break up with me and I will just sit in my room crying until I finally decide to end my life, then everybody will be glad I'm -"

Adam cuts the rambling off by spinning the chair around, and kissing Anthony, waiting for him to kiss back before slowly pulling away, brown eyes meeting brown eyes.

"Listen to me.. I will always love you, Anthony. I will never stop loving you. If we tell our friends and family, and they don't like it, then fuck them! They obviously don't understand how much we need each other or how deep our love is for each other. I will stick with you through thick and thin, and will never leave you. If you want to see how much I love you, let's make a video about our relationship. I love you and I want everyone to know. I am ready, if you are."

Anthony smiled, but starts crying even harder at the loving words. "I-i think we should tell everyone too. I love you and if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be here right now. That night will always stay with me."

"And I wouldn't change it for the world. You make me the happiest man on Earth and I am so glad for that night." Adam was starting to get teary-eyed as well, but wiped his eyes quickly. He had to help Chilled, not join in on the crying.

Anthony pulls Adam down and hugged him tightly, before leaning back and resting their foreheads together. "I think we should wait until tomorrow for that video." He whispers, Adam smiling and nodding. After staring for a few more moments, Anthony pushes him away, sniffling before standing up from the chair, stretching as his back cracked before going to lay on their bed.

"Okay, okay. Let's just go to sleep and rest before tomorroe." Adam stands straight and stretches his own sore muscles and plops down next to his boyfriend. Anthony curls up on the warm chest, smiling while hands made their way back to playing with his hair. Adam couldn't help it though, Anthony's hair was soft.

The Italian let his eyes flutter closed, listening to the calming heartbeat as he fell asleep, thoughts of tomorrow filling his head, and what the video would bring.