i need to get my life in handle

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All i will say is that my name is Maura, i am young ,but i will not say an age so that will not be inportant,my parents have recently broken apart this past year and are finalizing a divorce. I have two brothers, one is small, and one is autistic. It is hard for the autistic one because he will slam his actual head into a wall if you have told him he cant do something. The younger one copies him,but instead cries like someone just shot him in the leg.I live in two seperate homes,with a basically two families, and this year was probably the worst i have experienced,2016 was just a plainly horrid year,but i hope that this one will start of as well as it can.I have one ball python snake and two female dogs, a german shepard,and a mixed. My passion as a kid was to become a vet because of my love for animals. I noe have a passion to actually breed ball pythons and to make the world's first breeds,which could be great. This year had its good points however, I had gotten a new kitten somewhere in august,which ended up dying, which is why  i am usually really down this year around november, to anyone who knows me personally knows why.also this year i have really found out my sexuality, I am bisexual but leaning more to females instead of males,but i still have an attraction to both genders. I support trans people with mainly my whole heart,mainly because it amazes me the trans people who are FTM or female to male, because it  boggles my mind how a person could look amazing as both genders and it is weird to me,but cool.I actually had my first female crush this year,which also happened in a crash and burn kind of state, she was my god brother's girlfriend when i met her,and her name is classified for reasons to me, i met her at my god brother's birthday well,party at dave and busters,and my 'brother' wanted to actually do sexual things to her, i told her about this and we were running from them the whole day. about a month or so more is where it really crashed and burned,she had been giving me hundreds of mixed signs, physically leading me on, but her friends had insulted me, telling me "u r bisexual,we dont let bisexuals in here" and telling me that i look disgusting. sad enough, i stupidly went to her about it, heard nothing from her except that they were making a new chat and then two hours later she was insulting me with that she wouldnt never date me, i had stated that i have never asked her out and got hit with the apparent of that i look like a gorilla,weigh 450 lbs,and apparently im so ugly that im the reason my cat is dead. less than two weeks later she came crawling back to me with the whole im sorry BS, i told her she can have another chance, but i mean it when i say the minute she acts like a bitch again, im kicking her to the curb, because of her own house being so unstable, she had been coming to my house a lot of the time, and i am currently typing this all from the chromebook i had gotten for christmas, which is making me a hell of a lot happier, until then, this is all i have to say about my life,au revoir mes cheris

Je suis tellement fait avec ma vie en ce moment

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